shall i tell you a secret,
a song nobody knows,
the song that is irresistible,

in the sea of green blue foam,
we will sing to you all day,
come hither and frolic,
sweet is the color of cove and cave,

harps of silver we play,
happy blossoming shores,
silvery crimson shells and fish,
down shower the rainbow waterfalls,

sweet feminine faces do you see,
to that witch is mythical,
your eyes shall not believe

by scarlet rose

serenades of decimation,
that prickle the breath,
verses of executions that leave,
life unabating,
free sonnets that frays the mind,
cantos of butchery that steal the morals,
trepidation that tempts the soul,
and hand of carnage,
harmony that haunts the heart,
songs that melt the essence,
homicide,
destruction that undoes the identity,
a production that speaks,
stanza's that ****

by scarlet rose

i walk with you,
promises you make,
yet you lie,

you say im the only one,
i ask you to wait,
but you wont,

i leave you behind,
for the lies you speak,

i hope you die in hell's flames,
your corpse being sliced with a knife,

sowing the wounds that i inflict upon you,
let them fester with diseases,
this is a gratification to me,

as i rip out your heart,
so mine begins to beat again,
your blood no longer my poison,

but my elixir of life,
the pain i place upon you will never end,

i walked with you as one,
the promises you made to my heart,
these promises you broke


by black rose

like a flower,
like a thorn,

a wavering heart is ever altering,
its beat is a prism,

the magic is now,
melting into a smile,

neither moon nor star,
the current making sorcery above us,

the destiny so easily broken low,
thunder and light in magic night,

like a feather,
like a stone,

till that great sea snake under the
sea from her coiled sleeps in the central deeps,

like a moon,
like the darkness,

on the immense sea,
crimson shell,s
whose silvery spike in the nighttime sea,

yielding are the moss beds,
under the sea,
with a crown of pearl,

on a throne of gold,
a merman brave

by scarlet rose

they don't know me
nothing about me
not a thing

walking down the sidewalk
hearing whispers
nasty mean words

these words they speak
out of jealously
but they still bring pain

there only lies
they no nothing about me
not even trying to get to know me

feeling lost
can't make friends
everyone always laughing

they no nothing of who i am
what i may be
where i'm going

there words mean nothing as i grow
while they stay small
their words only bring silence

they no nothing about me
i'm the only one who knows me
everything there is to know

by scarlet rose

Riding wild along empty roads
Covered in the dust of roads past
Wearing a t-shirt cover in holes and stains
No care in the world
No thoughts on my mind
No place to go
To call home
The open dust cover lands
A home
Freedom

Riding wild along empty roads
Going know were
Going everywhere
The night sky with its flaming stars
The sun blazing light casting shadows

Riding wild along empty roads
Sitting in my convertible
My hands around the heated steering wheel
Seats covered in leather
My blond hair flowing cause the wind

Riding wild along empty roads
Men whistling think they got a chance
Me looking at them with “I don’t think so boys”

Riding wild along empty roads
Dust covering me from head to toe
Driving by a field of wild stallions
Wondering if I should stop for awhile

Riding wild along empty dust covered roads
No were to go in mind
No place to call home
But the dust covered roads

By black rose

the day is cold
fall leaves hitting the earth
wind whipping around us as we walk
colors change from green to red, orange, and brown

yellow leaves floating in the river i walk by
the ducks and birds sing their song
i listen to them and sing back

the day is colder
winter snow hitting the ground
snowmen being built by children
roads and walkways shoveled by adults
colors changing with the sun

by scarlet rose

lies
so many of them
truth
no longer can it be seen
memory lost
confused
where does it all go
my path like a maze
to many walls
so few doors
my mind like a puzzle
one peace at a time
put together
can it be solved
or is it lost forever

by scarlet rose

Day light shines
Leaves fall
They change colors every color
Walking up a mountain
Pebbles and stones scattered everywhere
Grasses green and heavy
Rivers rush waters flows
Flowers blooming under sunlight
Sounds of birds speaking
A bear’s mighty roar
Grazing does
Wild animal’s securing
Every place
Sounds of nature true
Our hearts beating as one
Man, women and beast
Gentle and strong
Open lands
Open forests
Hunters come
They ****, they destroy
Fight we do to save what is ours
Taking back what was stolen
These rivers
These grasses
These lands

By Black rose
Date: Sept. 23, 2014

I lay alone falling into darkness,
the pain spreading through me,
cold ground beneath my flesh,

my blood spreading around me,
embrace the pain my soul says,

a knife i see but can not reach,
lights everywhere,
no one there,

my life slowly slipping,
fading away,
must i die,
can't it wait,

i stand as life fades,
tears fall like rain down my face,
so much must be done,
no time,

i wait near a tree,
sitting,
my mind calm,

the time has come,

im dead,
no longer here,
drifting through this endless night,
looking for my way home,

dead!

by scarlet rose

Fire can be a wall of flame
A restless wall of flame
It can burn you
It can heal you
It can **** you
It’s fury never to be tamed
A blinding zeal
Incinerate
Quick to flare up
Or die down
Fire can destroy you
Destruction is your only goal

by scarlet rose

Seeing the scares you left behind
Turn to flesh
Into a reality that I can’t live with
A nightmare that is like a panting
One that can see no destruction

I use flames to see it burn
But burn myself instead
A feeling of hate consumes me
A prayer to see the light in my soul
Put out

Looking to the sky
Where is the almighty
Why is that all I see be nothing
Why is there a feeling of utter hate?
Desperation to find my place

Is it too late to see what is lost?
Is the door closing on my hope?
I pray for the light to go out
For my suffering to end

By black rose

what was once me,
no more,
the present i left gone,
pictures,
memories vanished,
even my face forgotten,

from time and space,
i do not exist,
forever gone i am,

you bullied me to extinction,
your words of hate,
regret,
do you have any,

what you've done,
and wouldn't do,

i am dead,
your words killing me,
a ghost i have become to my friends,
if friends they be,
why did they not protect me,

their body's my shield,
their souls my strength,
both have cracked,

i am dead

by scarlet rose

an unknowing path
as i walk
a single tree grows
while a river flows
the sun shining
the wind howling

as i walk
a tomb i see
a grave nearby
no stars

as i walk
the cold grass i feel
the silence of darkness

as i walk
a new day may starts
living is all i can do

by scarlet rose

My heart screaming out for love
Love from you
I need you when I don’t want you
I have you when I need you

My heart screaming out for you
The love in my heart
Causing my heart to stutter
Every time I see you

When you walk by me and don’t see me
My heart stutters
Picking a faster beat

Looking at you as you get into your truck
Wondering where you’re heading
Me in my plain jeans and shirt
You in your work clothes

Black shirt
Blue jeans
And boots covered in mud

The heat simmering from the air
Can it get hotter?
Can it turn into steam?

Looking at me
As you go one way I another
Will we ever stop to talk?
Can we come together an say
What needs saying?

Plain little old me
Working you
How far apart we are
And close together we could be

Love heating up
Simmering in the summer air
Winter cold sitting side by side
Our love giving us warmth

By scarlet rose

when the conflict of demons brings the realms end,

we see it thus and take to the sunless sky,
my friends the gods are cruel,
the arrow as left thy huntresses hand,

my soul crafted for retribution,
ripples materialize on the depth-less expanse,
to become the dew that quenches the cosmos,

but their hopes are scattered by contention,
one is a hero,
one shall wonder the universe,
the last is taken captive,

the breeze ripples over the ocean surface,
legend shall whisper,
hero of the dusk,
healer of creation,

by scarlet rose

I keep falling
Hitting the ground
The wings given to me
By ancient gods
Torn from my body
My spirit losing its will

All my will being drained from me
Everything fading and being starved
Feeding the wars of aggression
Unable to ketch my breath

Seeing for the first time
A world around me
A chance to know what emotions are
Can one like myself find love?
Can an angel love a mortal?
Is a mortal’s heart strong enough?
To hold onto the light of
an angel who’s fallen

Hearing a voice constant
In my mind
Leading me to him
A heart so warm
To hold me
Can give me a dream
To believe in

By scarlet rose
Date: 7-17-2015

we are still,
eyes swollen,
a moon in each,
in the center,
death,
ribboned with smoke,
wispers across water,
so quite,
the other side,
all that will remain of me,
a red hill ahead,
black snakes sliding into the water,
making the moon shiver,
i cross the bridge,
bones it is made of,
sunk deep in red water,
dark as the blood we bare,
as screams resonance,
sinks into flame,
eyes filled with fear

by scarlet rose

It is not pretend
it is not fake
it is not in the mind
it is in the body
it is real it
is there
do not call me a liar
do not say I am faking
you do not understand
therefore you cannot accept

Our nerves are always hurting
are muscles are constantly seizing
are bones constantly swelling and in pain
These are the signs remember them

Some of us can walk some of us can move some of us are stuck some of us cannot
some of us have it easy meds are helping some of us are not so lucky meds are failing

For me I'm the ladder I am stuck I am in pain meds do nothing
This is just how it is this is how it will always be
Remember this condition is real and it is not fake

Scarlet rose
April 13th 2020

Wanting to hear sound
Loud
Middle
Soft

The sound of music
To hear one's voice
To listen to life

Life all around
Day time
Night time

Sound of birds
Sound of water
Sound of people

To hear all
When silence surrounds us

To feel sound through touch
When touch is impossible
But important

Sound

To be gothic
Always wear black
Always be gloomy
Always be sad
Always be vengeful
Always, always
That is what they expect

I am gothic
Not gloomy
not sad
none of these things am I

why do they say this?
why do they expect it?
I do not know

To be gothic is just that to be
Something other than what is expected
Something that is strange
Different

We are a free persons
This is good
not bad
So stop with the trash talk
Stop with the dishonor
Stop with the fake friendship
For it will hurt you not us

We are aware of your tricks
We cannot be fooled
For we are the ones who fool you
And trick you
This is our world
Our game of chess
And you will lose

The shadows are ours
The light is ours
The chaos is ours
The world belongs to use

By scarlet rose/blackrose
Date:09-12-17

Chasing that which is unseen
Phantoms running through empty spaces
On a ledge I stand alone
Asking myself why
Slashed and bruised
My porcelain skin is
Reminding me of my prison
A home that should be safe
A place of companion and understanding
But when I look all I see
Is fury and hatred
For I am the one you refuse to accept and see
To you I am always wrong
Never right
What I have become is a humiliation in your eyes
Something to ignore
I see myself and wonder
Does your opinion matter?
Can I not be me my way?
And still make you proud
Must I always hide in shadow?
In fright of your rage

By black rose

Loss is a thought
An emotion

Causing pain
Loneliness
Emptiness

We feel it
We sense it
Never heal from it

Always is it there
Somewhere

Day or night

An infinite existence

So many confusions
Thoughts in a struggle
Why does this happen

Anger in my soul
Sadness in my thoughts
Confusion in my mind

Can we not get along
Is understanding si hard
Must there always be anger

Emotion why do we have it
It only brings pain
Never happiness

Thoughts are they necessary
When they only cause greef

Confusion alway makes things end
So what makes begings

Where is my beging
Where is my unanswered questions

Is anything real or is it just my imagination of what should be

by scarlet rose

time is slow and grows,
faster it seems to go,

why is time important?

can we forget how little there is,
how much we want,
live now not later,

from small to big grow we do,
waste not on insecurities,
forget the wanting,
give and receive what's needed,

old we are now no time left,

did i waste what was given in time?

or use it well

by scarlet rose

Shallow shadows of darkness past.
Feeble light shining a path.
Weakened soul struggles to make way.
Burning Ashes become dusted air.
Faded tears like rain that soaks the Earth.
Unanswered words becoming enraged cry's.
Beckoning soul calling to the world.
Freedom,seeking repayment for it's pain.


Dec. 7,22
By Blackrose

Could never believe it to be true
Never thought it possible
The other half of me gone
The other part of my soul missing

Never given a chance to know
My brother

All just disappeared into darkness
Tears I cry keep falling
Missing a peace of my heart

My heart not completely whole
Cut in half
Each of us holding a peace of me

Do flowers grow in heaven
A garden of eden

Day by day
How can this be true
Week by week
Never got a chance to say farewell
Month by month
No memories do I have of us
Of you
Year by year
You’ll guide me helping me to see

To see you once more
Knowing its impossibility
You’re just gone
No farewell no goodbye

By Scarlet rose
11-21-16

Here In a garden roam
With a whispered melody
Only I can here

Where is the silent voice that
Sings this song

To whom do I dance my steps?
Can they hear me sing?
To the melody

Singing and dancing
Dancing and singing
Across the still river
Do my dancing steps take me?

To a garden never seen
Does the melody become stronger?
Raising my heart from its lonely despair

Here roses bloom
Daphidles too
Every color one can imagine

by scarlet rose
11-18-16

of cruelty,
of kindness,
love or hate,

it is by favor or by wrath of fate,
of good or ill,
of darkness blessing or of curse,

that what binds flesh and blood,

the fire of hell doth provide,
thoughts from within doth prevail,
darkness,

we who speak with tongues of serpents,
baying of hounds,

day of cross and trinity endith,
fill the void,
become the sun,
in fire's wrath

by scarlet rose

I sit in darkness
With silence around me
This quietness that seems to never end
Sitting alone with no friends
My thoughts fluttering in my head
This bleak quit that scares my thoughts
My memories flying forward
Unneeded assistance to what I see and feel
A dark space for new thoughts
Things I can write
But dare not speak
Memory of truth I have
Words of falseness others speak
How to find the truth within the many lies
Why must my mind be so dark?
Can there be nothing of light
Will the memories I write always be with endless darkness
Frightened to quit
Silenced
Spoken memories always wrong
Who is right who is not?
Me or you

By scarlet rose
Date: 9-9-2014

i sit in the darkness
for i can not see
why is it that emotion controls me
fear

i try to see the sun
but the cloudiness in my eyes
prevents me
fear

i want to feel safe
both day and night
but can't
fear

why is the darkness my comfort
but light my prison
fear

when i look inside myself is see a tornado of color
these colors are my emotions
emotions i can not control
fear

each color stands for one emotion
red is anger
blue is happiness
purple is sadness
black is hate
yellow is commonness
grey is fear

why can i not understand these emotions and control them
fear
do i really have these emotions
am i emotionless
a person who feels nothing

or is it something else
fear

by scarlet rose
April 23, 2014

A shadow do I see
No figure Within
A shadow so still
Yet there is a voice

Follow
See
Hear
Come to us

It speaks
It repeats

We do not understand
Yet we are drawn to do as it asks
We follow the Shadow The Voice

Before us a new place
A place unheard-of
A place never spoken

We walk through the store that seems invisible to all but us
We find ourselves in a world confounded

This place a mystery
Yet we enjoy
A fictional world come to life

A fantasy now reality



By Scarlett Rose
June 19th 20019

The summer heat always Pleasant,
Always kind,
Always sincere,
As fall comes summer fades,
A breeze,  a chill arises,
We can smell winter in the air,
The cold becomes strong,
Lack of warmth increases,
Thus then we see spring around the corner