I wish to see The color of your eyes The expression on your face At dawn when you said goodbye.. A handwritten note good bye Left on the side table... This jigsaw puzzle Took years to solve Why did you say goodbye?
I wish also Time would heal all wounds But only time would tell... Forgiving might be easy Forgetting crawls while time passing by... When will the clock stop ticking ? I just wish to die....
Know what i fear most This uninvited demon in my head Keeps telling me to rebel Begging me to succumb to wicked ways. Whispering and praising.. What i did wrong was what i did right.. This demon i fear most It stays in the back of my mind Telling me evil stuff Never letting me go... Until i surrender myself.. To collaborate more.. In evil conspiracy theory
The demon in my head Once we shook hands.. Had a toast... Few drinks And it was hooked on me Followed me around.. Deciding things for me.
Listen to my pledge How to get rid of this demon Building his nest in my head For too too long
At the end of the day... Always... I will hide in my nest... Lying on my bed... and let go... Why? There is a little pang of sadness... each day Why must I drown in the stream of tears after each laughter ends... Tears brimming in my eyes... waiting to fall... The tiny drop falls each drops of tears symbolize my feelings... Some happiness Some sadness Some confusion I do not really know what it is... I do not know how to comprehend it.. The tears.. let me go.. Just let it go...