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1.4k · Aug 2012
A New Dawn
Senor Negativo Aug 2012
Listen to the night ascend, and fade, as dawn approaches,
The trees weep tears of acceptance,
Brightly colored music is thrumming through the air.
A low and continuous chorus coinciding with the dawn of eternity.
A vibrant homicide of hopelessness, a resuscitation of elation.
We are together now.
Fear not the path into the light.
Today we will dance in the sunlit wilderness,
The radiant tongue of the sun covers us in slick moisture,
Our fluid bodies twirl, arms enfolding.
Embrace life like a maternity ward,
Full of limitless potential for love, chaos, violence and kindness.
As we release gamma waves, warping our world,
Shaping what we choose,
Embrace life like a maternity ward.
Negativity seeps out of us, and evaporates.
Our lives begin today.
1.4k · Aug 2012
Hold On
Senor Negativo Aug 2012
Let me be the cure
a satisfaction
Thoughts of you flow from me
In them you are vibrant and alive.
You are bliss and hardship
The sweet and sour sounds will not die in me
I am obsessed, with your love
Not infatuated, in love
You sustain everything around you
My name
My memory
Heaven **** me
It is so much more
I can be the air you breath
The hydrogen and oxygen
Nitrogen and helium
Your needs are my wants
I found satisfaction in this life
I will not forget you were that.
You keep me from death.
Eons will pass, and the words will still throb
Fulfilled wishes, bring on tears of thanks.
I will be the first chapter till the last
Our stories will be everything
Forevermore.
Senor Negativo Aug 2012
On a smooth cushion of silken air

I stand moderately off kilter.

We are elated and healed

Everyone is astounded.

We stood there like living sculpture,

We fed each other hope and affection.

I will kiss you eternally

I will never treat you like a slug.

On a smooth silken cushion of air,

Standing moderately off kilter

I don't get rude comments,

From adults, strangers, enemies and teenagers.

Everyone greets us with Hello, hello.

And then laughter hijacks my mouth.

You have been unshackled

Their death, my life, our cradle,

Our bodies, our souls unfettered.

On a smooth silken cushion of air

We will lay, moderately off kilter.
1.3k · Aug 2012
This Valley Saved Me
Senor Negativo Aug 2012
This valley will save me
Two hands
Oil coated & tender

Fertile
Lush
Energizing queries
Twisted grass tuft
Open, quivering
Hope & purity

It’s our time
You said
Answered prayers
& symbols etched

Released whispers
Revelation of lies,
Truths overcome.

Here in the valley,
Lost in my labors
Commiserating with the Devil after his fall
Denying the mountains security

I found disorder
Muddied my spirit
Grabbed tight

It’s time you said
Leading me out
Dark tent and a roaring blaze
With you,
This valley saved me.
1.3k · Oct 2012
I Shall Love You
Senor Negativo Oct 2012
If,
In the days to come
The earth should shatter asunder.
I shall practice leaping until I can
Cross the gap and bring my love to you.
If,
The climates of our individual worlds
Should shift, and snowed in
I find myself surviving an arctic wasteland,
I shall dig myself out,
Trudge across vast distances to meet you
Surrounded by frozen lakes.
If,
The sky should open up
In showers of sentient black lightning,
And hound me underground,
I will brave an electrified death
For just a chance to place one final kiss on your lips.
If,
You should need me in the night
Call my number and hang up after five rings,
And I will come and find you,
And wipe away your tears.
If,
I cannot find you in the hazy stupor of twilight
Know that by dawn I shall place my healing touch upon you,
And you will feel my love, as it courses through you
And all the horrors that lie in wait
Will fade away.
If,
You stay in my arms
I shall love you
Until the sun swallows our bones.
1.3k · Sep 2012
Alive
Senor Negativo Sep 2012
Someone must stop for a girl who has lost hope.
Someone must care when everyone else flees.
Someone should administer soothing remedies.
Full restoration of euphoric laughter.
This world owes you joy whether you accept it or not.

Someone.

Someone care for those swept aside, like yesterdays chaff.
Someone may reach down into the bleak, and oull you free.
With restoration in his eyes.
Someone aches for every tear shed, each child's cry.
Someone wonders what must be done
to put a lasting smile on your face.
For very specific reasons
Pain can be transmuted to rest.

We are the effects.

Take a piece of my soul's slow rebirth.
Delivered by your actions.
I ponder the unknowable
Yet they will not ask me
Why I smile so.
I would gift to you the secret,
but its stapled to a tombstone
that burned up in the fire.
I can see the true goodness in your eyes.
Yes. I am not blind or stupid!
Ignore all the fools who define beauty as skin
I see the haunted majesty within
Heroes come and go
Healers lie
But you must believe these words.
Your dreams are intact, they have only been shredded in make believe.
Learn from the world how to live.
Nightmares like that must be disguarded, and turned into fulfillment
Someone cares for you
Do not lose faith
Run not from this world.
This world is the only one we have got.
1.3k · Jul 2012
Black Science
Senor Negativo Jul 2012
Stepping in a straight line on a painted black and yellow road
A thick blanket of ink on the individual plate
You look down on the lions jaws
You shy away from my hands and gaze upon the crown of gears

On an **** of boiled blood and frigid laughter
Out the right displacement of trackdarkness for a few seconds
When won't our empathy feel from deep within ourselves?
When won't our tints of gloom rent the darkness?

I'm looming for a mate, I’m not looking for you
What has always been fragmented, has been sealed by a robbery detective
We must not die, as giant natives
Nothing has happened to the Black Science, Thank You

Now you are not asking for ten million dollars
and your bleeding has stopped
No blood or tears should you spill,
but solitary dance among stones
Now I am asking for brutality
and You know the depth of the truth
eat the sweet laughter and caress the smiles to life
1.3k · Jul 2012
Coal Black
Senor Negativo Jul 2012
Blank wall blank wall
on the mirror
what isn't the ugliest
among many!

I had a golden belt I pawned
for a day in the back house.
Relieved at not having lost the work.

One giant lumberjack,
whistling goodbye *****
its on to leisure I come.

I have a silver shawl I claimed
against a night in the front field.
Disappointed at having won the game.

Mirror mirror
on the wall
who is the fairest
of them all?
Snow White
1.2k · Aug 2012
On A Day Like This
Senor Negativo Aug 2012
On a day like this,
when the spirit is energized,
pleasant remembrances rise up.
Awaken with a benevolent air
sent to restore your body.

The future we chase
Is wide open to us.
I will help you carry your burdens
my courage shall be yours to share
the courage to let someone in.
to end the malady, to end the pain
there has been more than enough.
Close the door to your agonies.
Follow the melody, into the light.
It streams in everywhere
the bluest of blues
the entirety of your being
cooled
the waters of serenity cascade
the liquid air soothes your
overheated emotions
the fulfilment of nature
feeding the lambs
praising the lions.

We feel the rising sun
it smothers the worst in us
dusk shall not darken joy
it is the genesis of rebirth.

the black clouds evaporate

Exorcising
cleansing
reviving the happiness that withered

Light mates with the shadows
They rise from the abyss.

Miracles of healing and bliss,
are possible,
On a day like this.
1.2k · Sep 2012
We Shall Dwell In Brilliance
Senor Negativo Sep 2012
Delightful visions of this bright morning,
Pray awaken to joys arrival;
Put to bed your nightmares of death and darkness
And allow these words to repair your cracked heart.

Ah! What is a nightmare before the dawns brilliance?
But an illusion cast before your eyes,
Only to be shattered by the suns clear rays,
Dispelled, before this immaculate future.

Such fleeting horrors, let them fade,
Do not let the chiding of scoundrels impair you,
Let the lovely beams fill you with cheer,
Together in spirit, we shall journey towards heaven.

Though storms may sour the azure sky,
If you and I walk together, the clouds will obey our command,
The black and menacing, shall be fluff, and white beneath our touch.
And If we wish to dance in the rain, it shall be so.

Together, we shall seize the day, with both hands,
And never let it go, even as night arrives, we shall dwell in brilliance.
1.2k · Aug 2012
Cure
Senor Negativo Aug 2012
Oh, how you will know this world of potent pleasures :
A burning world, coated in the laughter of satisfied need.
Concealed behind that bush, is the birthplace of a future victor.
The mundane grey of wintertime will sink into a sweet, purifying spring
Before the sadness of each fall, and every bumbling summer, a lively spring must pass.

...Into the poppy field, you and I collapse together.
Green and deepest red, we will make this field our bed.
1.2k · Aug 2012
The Reality
Senor Negativo Aug 2012
He is a lean mean reality
Scuffed, but smiling, jaded, but idealistic.
You took him by surprise,
He loves that,
The mischievous tomcat,
with his blessed openmindedness,
First amendment tattooed skin.
The measure of love is beyond any ruler,
Such truths he reveals before him.
1.2k · Jul 2012
Settled Woman
Senor Negativo Jul 2012
She stands there listening. She sets her snares snaring Knowing she is a love genius. you know where, she never don't.

She has no baby there. She has a child there. There is no need for a phrase like in other words. She loves only one boy.

She's a settled woman.

Men make love to her sensual riches. None of them are in charge of her britches She tells the truth, and forgives She doesn't need to do such things though.

You forget, she is a settled woman.

She's an artisan. Always knew the talent of giving from her father. That man admitted his lies. Even after death I will not just be a user of you, neither.

Nothing she has done has been labor for him

One man. One Man. None brilliant enough to accept her. Even after leaving her with  one up front.

Before one. She's a settled woman. And few settlers, are love settlers.

As short as the man closes the window. This settled woman, will stay forevermore.
1.2k · Nov 2014
Lost
Senor Negativo Nov 2014
Never again
in the swirling maelstrom
will we dance together.
Your firey eyes
cut to the bone,
and in the flicker of a dying fire
I can barely see
that I am once again alone.
I once compared you to a fallen angel,
all glowing sword, and a fist
shaking in defiance of the heavens.
But, the horror, the horror of this sorrow
is a razored rain, falling in torrents.
I cannot ever touch you again.
I would rather drown,
in the blood, shed by this shower,
than to never again waver
in ecstasy, beneath the thrumming genius
of your potent power.
Oh, but sorrow, bitter sorrow,
I shall never again dance with you
in the swirling maelstrom.
Forgive me, lovely creature,
I knew not what I had done.
1.2k · Aug 2012
Adored And Accepted
Senor Negativo Aug 2012
Your moon is waxing, you dwell in radiance,
as a vibrant woman in my sight.
What remains, partake of it, gorge your senses.
To you, my righteous bounty.
This delectable day .
Leave a window open for me,
That ethereal lovers may join in the essencially linked calm, forevermore.

"Lover, I enfold you."
---You know who calls,
Yes, my voice, it penetrates your walls:
Commencement of laughter, for you heard me,
My call of certainty and comfort.
None are unlovely,
None forsake you: even if they do, what are they?
These words...you must heed
My serene satisfaction,
Thirst quenched, fulfilled need,
You must breathe in this panacea laden air.

"Lover, your hands heal me.
I enfold you in my arms."
You close your eyes, trouble flees, wailing.
You come, from my healing touch,
You rise to the summit, and pen me in your arms.

"It is everything to me
Embracing, I feel you lying in my mind.
Merging, as you and I become we.
Everyday you remain
Your body, and  your spiritual emanation.
If you could see me, as I see you.
Enfolding you.
You would never question ,
If you are adored and accepted."
Senor Negativo Oct 2012
Light
Rushing towards unity
Halls of starshine
Fashioned from gemstones.
Complete masterpieces
Healing
Bad blood is washed away
Your touch
Paints the multi-verse of my imagination
Every colour in my mind.
Let us forge a better tomorrow
Out of the light we have found today.
Exorcised demons, of hateful words
They have lost the war,
They have been silenced,
For now.
Diligently snuffed,
The flames of mounting anger.
Open your spirit
And greet the light with open arms.
1.2k · Oct 2012
At This Very Moment
Senor Negativo Oct 2012
The enormity of this feeling...
breathless heaving
Warmth pulsing from my cheeks,
A once thin grin
Widening.
If I could fashion an aquarium
Vast enough to contain this feeling
It could safely house all the life of the seas,
Every grain of sand on the earth,
Strip the atmosphere from the grip of gravity
And compress it all inside
And still have enough room
For you and I to dance on the back of a blue whale,
As it sails through the sky.
This energy that sustains me
Intensifies as I think about you,
Until I think of your name,
And Amsterdam,
Those nights we walked through the park
Arm in arm,
The greatest creation I can claim as my own
Was the smile I molded on your face,
That remained there through the night,
As I sat there staring at your beauteous form
It never left for a moment.
It was your smile that granted me permission
To sleep soundly once again.
This feeling that grows and consumes more and more of my mind
Is the escalating passionate love I carry for you,
That at this very moment fills my spirit with satisfaction.
1.1k · Sep 2012
Never Forget This
Senor Negativo Sep 2012
You,
Lone being
Of enduring kindness,
Your tiny hand touching me tenderly,
Even in the bleakest times.
Dragging me out of the darkness
Even as I continually crawled toward it.
The tortures inflicted,
both blindly and unintentionally
And with premeditation and surety
Should surely not have befallen one so gorgeous of spirit.
It seems now you have lost your faith in me,
As I have failed to fulfill a slew of promises.
But, you do not understand where I stand,
How my hands are shackled
Fettered to the spot,
When we dwelled together
Hell rained down until our hearts were parted.
I do not wish for the intensity of my vile
To drizzle and stain, and burn and brand you.
You are far too precious to me to allow the chance of that.
But, seeing you burn my page from your diary,
Finally and emphatically denouncing me,
I am torn down like a *****, ******.
I love you with devout intensity,
And watching you suffer at our separation
It equalled the potential pain of my tint tainting you.
So what am I to do now, kind one?
My smile only masks the agony so long.
Sweet one, whose kiss lasted longest,
Which sadly meant, there were fewer of them.
The clever saboteur will always sabotage us.
The angry cannoneer will always barrage us.
I don't want you to endure such things.
But NEVER stop believing I Love you!
Whatever you see occur,
Never forget this.
1.1k · Aug 2012
You Found Me
Senor Negativo Aug 2012
Brilliant hues of violet and turquoise fill the world in which you live
No other feeling could possibly compare to my bliss
Your presence fills every room of my spirit with laughter and cheer.
Loneliness, emptiness, and despair, leave me when you return.

Memories of you walk confidently through the chambers of my mind
Endless enchanting images of your magnificence that won't decline .
The revitalizing rush of feeling that your presence releases
Cleanses my spirit of an excess of pain, grief and sorrow.

Oh, How I long to be held by your eye for eternity
And show you the way things can be from now on.
And as mystical possibility rises out, I feel, that we will be forever.
It is the choices we did not make, that have sealed our destiny

Everyone should know the radiating joy my spirit now makes
And how I greatly appreciate that you let me past my mistakes
If I lost my past, but could go back and repeat just one thing that happened,
I'd go back to the day, to the first moment, to the lovely second, that you found me,
My Love.
1.1k · Sep 2012
Curses
Senor Negativo Sep 2012
Every day I curse my words,
words to chain me down,
words to drive my soul back down into stone caverns,
words to conceal me.

Dense, jagged, horrific.

But today I found your screaming mouth print on my mirror,
and outspoken hand prints on the shower curtain,
and I swear I lost my heart,
Dull and silent, behind the eyes of my faults.
And you said hello.

Every day I curse, that you ignore {me}.

Tomorrow I won't have to.
Senor Negativo Aug 2012
The water, churned white,
The trees, living monoliths,
Sturdy stones, weathered, but intact.
A field of white daffodils emerges.
Once bleak and barren ash,
Now a light soaked flowering field.

A collection of sounds
Laughter, music, lovers leisurely walk,
The lovely aroma,
Fragrance of tree sap, and living things,
Floating through the air,
In every direction
Living animals,
Soothing thought, and the crystal blue canopy of the sky.
Turning our bodies into a Zen garden,
That reinvigorates the spirit, and the mind.

Lounging on your stomach in the soft grass,
Wounds of the aura, healed in the warm breeze.
Like the caresses of gentle butterflies,
A shiver of pleasure invades our bodies……
In a thousand lifetimes, such happiness will not disappear.
Our prayers answered……
Our future firmly in our grasp....
Let us tie this not, and never untie it.
1.1k · Sep 2012
When My Voice Fails Me
Senor Negativo Sep 2012
Greetings, joy, my fleeting friend.
I can speak your language if you want to.

Concrete emotions
And casual glances
Leave me fulfilled, in this green chamber.

I must remain
This is the only world I wish to know.
To feel everything,  
To feel such warmth.

Pleasure:
so difficult
To deny
I will stay here in this place
And cultivate relief.
Sand painted flowers,
And hand carved birdhouses,
Flowers for your hair,
And the birdhouses...
For the birds of course.
So they may sing you asleep,
When my voice fails me.
1.1k · Jul 2012
Airrenters
Senor Negativo Jul 2012
To your owned basement of the air
From hearing my earth giants,
You make benign the aery introspection
For chiral black and white caves,
Blue floor boards, blue electric pans
Hear this last business, is outside
Blank walls, stagnating a corporeal
Chamber of dazzling originals,
      Densely deserted.
                  But airrenters
Buy other peoples bean sprouts, a singularity of stripes,
Foreign war.
Such nothingness destroys
Your earfull of shadows a living being
Earfulls, which, the content, wouldn't conceal
Life for caressing boughs of every waterway;
Death, someone else's solid stays at home.
1.1k · May 2013
A Snapshot, Risen From Death
Senor Negativo May 2013
The oven is lively,
It’s been scrubbed clean of blue.
I watch it immobile like a Crucifixion lemon head.
Always I will love Lemonheads.

I know why the oven is so lively.
It is filled with laughter, as I laugh when I think of you.

The exterior is growing bright now,
The suture in my fingers is energetic.
You are climbing up, up, up.
The oven sings praises of you.

I know why you are singing, oven.
I granted my favor, and you granted yours.
She is returning now, her essence beats loudly.
My songs are caressing your neck.
Songs that are yours.

Greetings, hearth.
You are not going anywhere.

Absolutely

it will end how ever you wish it.

Absolutely

someone will hurt you.

Absolutely

You will be saved.
3 American
1.1k · Jul 2012
Partially Unnatural
Senor Negativo Jul 2012
The gold accented black rose with its magnificent scent, was never ugly.
Beauty runs above and below the skin. It is the canvas' choice.
1.1k · Sep 2012
The Cave Of Lost Reality
Senor Negativo Sep 2012
Let's dance to the song of dawn
Radiate through space,
Erase the hastily committed mistakes,
Above the dawn shine, carelessly flitting.
And Clarence climbed yet another rhyme
To pass a question when you are near.

Harlequin leapt to her feet with a mandolin laughing,
And sang, “He dances for you!,”
Curling bands of incandescent viscera,
Dappled bodies sway beneath the bass,
Awake to the sensual reality of six experiences.
High above the canopy, in the cave of lost reality.
1.1k · Sep 2012
Grey
Senor Negativo Sep 2012
Such suffering I have sown,
But I accept my portion,
What then is there to do.
All the blame cannot be my own
Alone.
If in the flaming depths of Tartarus there is a searing pool
It is there I shall dive, for I have fallen beneath the zenith,
I dip beneath the clouds, soon to shatter on the earth.
Likely that my plea for clemency will fail,
I cannot be held accountable for so blindly fumbling into the deceptions,
When no lens has been provided for me,
I was greeted first with insult,
Then recognized for my wit, and patience,
But low, I never parted the veil.
Justifications are for the guilty,
I cannot justify my nature.
Nor can I say why a scale tips back and forth
With equal weights, on each side,
Only to settle askew,
Again and again.
If there is enough love in this shallow heart,
This cheap vessel of hollow virtue.
I will burn it in the embers of my failing passion,
So as maybe, to brighten the eyes of another,
Whose gaze is less grey than mine.
1.1k · Aug 2012
The Teacher
Senor Negativo Aug 2012
You are still living,
Arteries intact
Opening wide
Like the fat fist of a geriatric Jesus.
Forget these new graves
Fresh flesh, the worms anticipate.
Convince me for
The piece of cake.
The seconds
The hot victory, sweat drenched
And satisfied in my mind.
The curves of your body.
Your glimmering mouth.
We will keep on living,
Because we can't stand dying.
1.0k · Aug 2012
One More Cup...
Senor Negativo Aug 2012
Do not leave me, not me
Sweet one with the ecstasy
Sweet one with pleasure emanating from your body
Stand fast, don't depart
Under my calm, as it seeps from my palms.
Draped gently like a necklace
Hold your breathe, close your eyes
Return to where you belong, stay
I've only just begun drinking my tea
Stand there and let me feel your satisfaction
You'll shake your head, unaware of my pleasure
Your hand upon my jaw
Thrown down breathless
Lost in your touch
You hold right here.
Do not leave me, come lie with me
You keep me from going cold, I will have another sip?
Of course I will
I'd like to retain the taste in my mouth
Infinitely comforted
You are my eyes to me
How many days until you will no longer do this
I remember your replies.
You could never count all the grains of  bliss in the desert of my laughter
Do not leave me, and wander afar
Your dedication lends me courage
You provide me continued comfort
Let me be the unexpected rain shower
Cascading down upon your wilting desert flowers
It would be such great tribulation, if you left me
Not me, with such pleasure
I have just begun, my eyes are yours
Lie with me, for another cup of coffee.
1.0k · Jul 2012
Dunamis
Senor Negativo Jul 2012
Unpart the blue sea
I will not boast in my strengths
so that the weakness of the antichrist
will not rest on me.

Miracles always happen,
Our favor is abounding.

Five billion year formation
of clouds of strewn composite elements
life itself is an impossibility
without the golden information.

Curses never stop happening
Our debt is bound.
1.0k · Aug 2012
Never Shall We Part
Senor Negativo Aug 2012
A warm flush rushes through my skin,
As thoughts of you begin forming,
Like fantastic crystals, composed of my love for you.
You caress me in my mind,
And I kiss your lips in yours.
I think of this summer, that is soon to end,
And I know that it is you
That made this summer shine, like Pharos in Alexandria,
Casting the penetrating illumination of your spirit
Over all things. Painting the canvas of my memory
In images of your charm and artistry.
Forever found, I am yours
Nothing short of oblivion can pull us apart.
Green shoots emerge from the moist earth,
Wherever you step.
Blooming into blended bouquets of fragrant herbs.
If I could look away from your gaze,
I would see, that where there once was a bog of darkness and decay
Slowly encroaching on the meadows of my joy,
There is now a rolling sea of sparkling wildflowers,
Where gossamer winged butterflies, twirl on gentle winds,
Mating gracefully in the air.
Everything that was wrong, has changed,
You chose to stay with me, and so doing you saved me.
Until the end of time
You remain a part of my all,
And so you shall stay,
Till the end of my days,
Never shall we part,
In this life or the next.
1.0k · Sep 2012
Lucidity
Senor Negativo Sep 2012
White rain streaks across the black rocks,
A soft palm wipes the hair from out of your eyes;
Red light immolates the room,
We are fun house mirror reflections of each other.
Unlikely, but undoubtedly, compatible.
The weight is released, and I place the laurel of muse, upon your head.
Driven like shadows, across the surface of the day,
We move in tandem with the light, but are not of it.
But, the warm caress of your affection,
It is a light, in and of itself.
The morning breeze is laughing
in your eyes I see a field of shattered suns,
Bursting forth in their brilliance.
The maddening illusion of calm is broken,
By the raging fever laboring inside me.
Engulfing my will, and burning my resistance to the ground,
Until every canvas that I capture, and claim in your name,
Bears an Image of you, and me just the same.
Senor Negativo Sep 2012
There is am imaginary wall between love and hate,
The escalation of emotion a constant in the world.
Knocking politely at your silver gilded gate,
I wait in patient reverence, until your flower unfurls.

In reality it is only our belief that makes us see  
The two as different independent entities.
Both are primal predators prowling cerebral seas,
Each is the truth of the wildly twirling galaxies.

What I have done right will always cure my wrongs,
Take this token: flaming oil of my soul, to bring you light.
With you life never feels like a futile fight,
I will give you the melody, and the harmony of my songs.

I have been burned to white ash and black cinders, but I am still whole.
We parted, in the spring and summer. Autumn leaves fall, out of control.
1.0k · Jul 2012
A Flawless White Rose
Senor Negativo Jul 2012
A flawless white rose
stands outside my door.
A personification.

Our love breaks
all the laws
of this cage of words,
total untainted.

Eternal live performance.
Eternal love.
1.0k · Mar 2015
Plain
Senor Negativo Mar 2015
She's barely holding it in
All the time
Everyone shouting from the hillsides
Straight edged and sober
The midwife who birthed herself
Comedy outside in the sunshine
A complete place

Deflowered, they've become
To live under the strain of the cure
To be born completely
Beginning cautious unappealing
Not because we are empty inside
but, because two such things
can never be together

Against Hate
Against Despair
Sorrow, lamentation.
A gentle caress
It isn't that hard
to find peace.
1.0k · Sep 2012
Atlas
Senor Negativo Sep 2012
The worst thing that could happen to me
Would be to forget you,
to bury this love,
and stamp down the earth upon it.
I find it impossible to let go,
because, right now
you mean far too much to me,
and I to you.
Such feelings cannot be replaced
They can soothe the ache of a wounded spirit,
My fingers gain vigor,
My arms potent strength,
When it is you, that I hold,
I am the Atlas of our love.
999 · Sep 2012
My Heaven
Senor Negativo Sep 2012
My essence has been purified
by chance, I must ask you,
How you are like this,
How can you do so much for me.

You're the reason I have been lifted from the pit,
and why my whole world, has turned to paradise,

I have no need for wishes,
The treasures of far flung kingdoms lie in my lap.

I already cast my spell,
And conjured the greatest spirit of love.
Amazement seeps from your fingers
And your counter spell
Holds me firmly,
I could resist the event horizon
Of a black hole,
Far greater is your gravity.

You are superior to any magic.
To thrive in laughter,
To give birth to mirth
To feel sheltered in affection,
Is to be loved by you.

Your name it does not matter to me,
I know you only as..
My Heaven.
997 · Apr 2017
If I Didn't Care
Senor Negativo Apr 2017
I left my heart in our broken city
deep beneath the dark and crushing sea
In the cold and crumbled streets
where you and I used to run and hide.
We'd stick each other with syringes,
and ****** black eyed waifs
from off the backs of violent giants.
Set them free for a taste of their blood.
We'd listen to Django and Stephanie
on that old Victrola,
while we snacked on chips
and drank pilfered gin
 from the busted Circus of Values.
Because, your tightwad *******
brother, couldn't spare a dime.
I still have that snapshot,
of you with your Tommy gun
mowing down splicers,
a puddle of Eve at your feet.
Where did we go wrong?
Was it in the half-flooded sections,
were we hid from Ryan's rampage,
before he made me smash his skull.
Or was it that last gene tonic we split,
after the reactor went supernova.

Somebody Rapture me, already.
I wasn't made to last anyway, my lovely.
I just wish I could have lived long enough
to see the girls grow up,
under the cerulean and cream sky.
But, all dreams are destined to die,
the fire and freakshow was fun
while the liquor and shotgun shells lasted
The only thing I know for sure,
is that what they call freedom
is just Dystopia waiting to happen.
Neo-Liberal Capitalism will **** everything beautiful and precious, unless we **** it first
969 · Aug 2012
A House Of Bricks
Senor Negativo Aug 2012
One, where the dark sea assaulted the pale shore
With a single mighty wave,
Turn away from the city, as a tower is erected;
And rapidly run by the white path, to it
And see how the tower dominates your gaze;
And from nearby you feel vibrating prayer chimes
Calling you to worship.

Along the lighted path, she lazily walked with me,
Her eyes never leaving mine
And not a thought wasted, on the silent staring people.
With hush of condemnation, and numbered suits . . .
And it seems to her, gradually, she is being led
that he could rescue her, there in the howling evening air,
These deep and vocal things . . .
And she follows him away from the city, to leave here behind

Along the lighted path, beneath cherry trees
That released their scent, as we quietly lie.
Beside her, mockingbirds perch on the shore of the sea of cattails.
Beside her, a single lover smiles and sings.
And life is concealed beneath subtle sighs,
And death with laughter and pleasure
And the trees grow bright and the moonlight kisses our lips
And we pluck candies from the sky, and drown in each others eyes.
967 · Jul 2012
Those Whores
Senor Negativo Jul 2012
You know how many hearts are free in a far parting with their hate,

in ecstasy feeling that you will always come back from afar to all of them.

Do you know how many seconds it will take me to laugh about this forever?
966 · Jul 2012
The Work Has Just Begun
Senor Negativo Jul 2012
Victorious.
You have won.
Every Victory.
Climbing higher.
Growing stronger.
Love seeps in.

Victorious.
Satisfied.
Blissful contentment.
Elevated.
Energized.
Finally fulfilled.
962 · Sep 2012
Shallow
Senor Negativo Sep 2012
You slash a wound that is closed.
Reveal what others conceal.
My coal smashed to diamonds.
When I left Richmond, I ran so quickly.

My shallow heart, and sun deprived skin,
is floating away, like dandelion fluff.
Goodbye blue skies... ...unjust... ...evaporate.
Believe his truths... believe what he says...

The prequel of hello, is recognition with the eyes.
Unmapped highways, and hopeful questing.

Scalpel, scalpel, scalpel...

I despise the way the steel sounds.
Senor Negativo Aug 2012
I walked halfway to everywhere
Just to to forget about the world
I emptied a shower of the sea
To earn the night at your oasis.

The drum and mandolin playing ceases, opaque silk
I had no wish to I interrupt you
As you locked your doubts in the attic.
Your rich body,  I miss caressing.

Cloaked in clarity
Makes it easy for us to see them
We will never smash the stained glass window
To repair the effect of my face.
Full conciliations hold true relevance
In the harsh front field.
Love is a labor of misfortunes and pleasures
You found the cards, and you know how to play

Certainly I will never be anything more than a poet
Certainty made me save my pen
Certainty recreates, with blissful satisfaction
There is no need of a more perfect description.
958 · Aug 2012
Hope
Senor Negativo Aug 2012
An optimistic tunnel
Is dug into you
A Brightness
Which repairs the broken
imperfect despairing dissonance
Of this hollowness
That will be filled.
Filled with rejoicing song
By the innocence, and purity
At the core of all living things...
Including you.
942 · Sep 2012
...Of You
Senor Negativo Sep 2012
You are all I feel,
You parade through my thoughts.
Such wonders I've found, in the gallery of you.
A dedication of a thousand candles,
Lit before an effigy of your intellect.
I have parted the clouds with your memory,
And found the sun
Does not bear a fraction of your radiance.
All the light that has been since the beginning
Pales in comparison to a single drop of your beauty.
Moving through my life, as a rolling symphony,
A song of love, you are the music of my dreams.
Please, let us continue down this road together.
You can feel my words before I speak them.
With you, I can be speechless, and still be heard.
Let me place these lips upon your hand,
Seal my fealty, with this kiss, so you understand,
It is your symbol emblazoned on my breastplate,
For I am in service to you, I am your Knight errant,
And each time I return from my journey,
All the spoils I have claimed, I place before you,
So that while I am gone, you shall dwell in the luxury of my memory,
Of you.
I couldn't come up with a better title, suggestions welcome.
941 · Aug 2012
Loved and Found
Senor Negativo Aug 2012
Why do they think, such weak thoughts,
Of incomplete carelessness, and tainted fidelity.
We must remove, unjust fears,
Abolish shame, and kiss away pained tears.

Until the end, it will feel great,
This almost proves the existence of  fate.
Without frowns, we finally feel love
We are welcomed even
By the tiny demons below.

They help make the pleasure last,
You and I know it, and accept it.
Telling secrets, to each other,
Killing lies, for each another.

We caress each other, with acceptance,
Never do we wonder, how we feel
The chill air, that is to come,
Finally arrives, right outside the window..

Togetherness diminishes, the one break,
But, I think we are, akin of spirit.
The line that never breaks,
Has been there since the beginning.
Senor Negativo Sep 2012
The greatest part of me, is wherever memories of you are stored.
When I hold you against me, all sound dissipates,
overwhelmed by the simple beauty of your breathing.
In time all wounds I bear shall heal, in your care the deepest cut fades.
You have filled the void inside me, and now there is nothing I cannot do.
I have burned my bitterness, and buried the ashes, with your assistance.
I wish I could seal my lips in a locket, so you would never be without my kiss.
Your smooth, soft hands caress me across untold distances.
As rough as I can be, your gentle touch melts the frozen monster inside me.
I know it must show, in the glow of my skin,
the vitality within me, it is your doing.
I awaken in the night, with an aching craving,
and I savor your image, with my mind's eye.
The woman that I love, has finally came to me.
All my strength, I swear upon her beauty.
I have been saved, from abyssmal despair,
embraced in the open air, I now breathe clear,
all because,
I have found the woman I love.
921 · Mar 2015
If You Would Appear
Senor Negativo Mar 2015
Everybody adores you
You are worth so much more than a torrent of tears

She will be saved
If I don't mop it up for you

Lick off your sweat
You are the only one who deserves laughter

Every time,
There is utility in donning it for me

Never, Do I wish to forget you
and how you partially appear

No one will ever forget your silence
Losing countless memories of you

You cannot feel hate, death
could sadly stand still

If you would extravagantly appear
Here
                     Here

    Here.
Senor Negativo Aug 2012
feel...released.
They cannot lock you in their box,
They cannot sterilize your mind,
and only you and a guest can get in.

You will arrive,
You can stay,
You hold my set of keys,
Let me convince you
I will try to lift you up, when he lets you down.

We can
Right now.
You can share your insanity.
I will always listen, seldom speak
You can be your own liberator
They can't quite grasp, what makes me, you.

It diminishes,
this locomotive of doubt
No longer in unwilling *******,
I seeps into the seams,,
and flows down from above.

to take you to a feeling....Invigorated
Fulfilled, and relieved,
that their eyes can see you, for you,
and not who even the slaves, dread to be.

You shall never be bound unwillingly
Every key I own, I give to you
Snap the chains they have slipped on your mind.
897 · Aug 2012
The Antidote
Senor Negativo Aug 2012
The antidote coats my body,
The antidote heals from the outside in,
The antidote is easily found,
The antidote is revealed before your eyes.
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