this is my farewell to all the things i once wanted;
parting ways was never easy, and i am all alone;
messages left unread, sad music playing in my head,
i once believed bliss is the same as being your home.
blinding lights won’t scare me and you’re not the enemy;
in my dreams you’re here, the ghost beside my bed;
late night talks, facing fears, all the things we shared,
every 3 a.m. as i go to sleep, i once hoped this would not end.
but every journey has its ending, and it’s either happy or sad;
and sometimes i wonder if you think of me sometimes;
when you hear my favorite music, the melodies i attached,
to every piece of your body, in every moments we were glad.
i need to say goodbye before you consume my life;
you’re now a corporate machine and i still wonder how you are;
the coffee becomes milk, the bottles of beer left on the ground
praying that when the daylight comes, i can leave you behind.