Framing and distorting
My esteem
Cutting and slitting
Taut and drained veins
/Bluing my blues
Now this nadir lacks newness /
Little pinpricks
At that distant road
Marking human moments
And seafret telling me to breathe
For once i do, i breathe
i breathe through this blizzarding wind
i breathe through the lava thats frozen
i breathe beside the monster -me
i breathe in this wrecked home - me
i breathe with this taped skeleton
i breathe with my fluorescent lungs
i breathe, standing on the higway amidst this commotion i breathe,
i breathe as the fast wheels drive past me,i breathe after so long and
then i exhale the breath,
like i never existed, i dissolve.
Atleast i seek to.

~d.

If ever you have some spear time you should listen to these songs.

Oceans by Seafret
W̶e̶ ̶h̶i̶d̶e̶ ̶o̶u̶r̶ ̶e̶m̶o̶t̶i̶o̶n̶s̶
̶U̶n̶d̶e̶r̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ ̶s̶u̶r̶f̶a̶c̶e̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶p̶r̶e̶t̶e̶n̶d̶ ̶
B̶u̶t̶ ̶I̶ ̶f̶e̶e̶l̶ ̶l̶i̶k̶e̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶r̶e̶'̶s̶ ̶o̶c̶e̶a̶n̶s̶ ̶b̶e̶t̶w̶e̶e̶n̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶a̶n̶d̶ ̶m̶e̶

Guillotine by Jon Bellion
T̶h̶e̶ ̶s̶e̶c̶r̶e̶t̶s̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶t̶e̶l̶l̶ ̶m̶e̶
̶I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶a̶k̶e̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶m̶y̶ ̶g̶r̶a̶v̶e̶
̶T̶h̶e̶r̶e̶'̶s̶ ̶b̶o̶n̶e̶s̶ ̶i̶n̶ ̶m̶y̶ ̶c̶l̶o̶s̶e̶t̶,̶ ̶
B̶u̶t̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶h̶a̶n̶g̶ ̶s̶t̶u̶f̶f̶ ̶a̶n̶y̶w̶a̶y̶ ̶
I̶ ̶k̶n̶o̶w̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶t̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶l̶o̶v̶e̶ ̶m̶e̶
̶E̶v̶e̶n̶ ̶w̶h̶e̶n̶ ̶I̶ ̶l̶o̶s̶e̶ ̶m̶y̶ ̶m̶i̶n̶d̶ ̶ ̶ ̶

All Time Low by Jon Bellion
N̶o̶w̶ ̶I̶'̶m̶ ̶a̶ ̶g̶h̶o̶s̶t̶
̶I̶ ̶c̶a̶l̶l̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶r̶ ̶n̶a̶m̶e̶
̶Y̶o̶u̶ ̶l̶o̶o̶k̶ ̶r̶i̶g̶h̶t̶ ̶t̶h̶r̶o̶u̶g̶h̶ ̶m̶e̶