shaving w/ cold water a brittle lick rings off a 12" celestion     perspiration.ocean sounds are spitting on me Seattle is a nominal love .some kind of bounce  (they say) a blue zip cripples the skyline little armling lost tumbling errands away like missed alarms
a
flyboy jacket
raking dry lines away from wht you can stuff in your arms like a
jazz beat
wind spins complexcurrents around her wraparounds polarized to the smoke rings huffing from her nostrils  on cold bright
morning

breath is a glitch receiving old information incompatible with the peachfuzz burning  up with the o-zone
my skinny rocksalt eyes tire of eachother scraping in
the skin tightening over her forehead like a hide drum shrinking in the sun around it's ring
out of place.i stand cocked on the deck of the carrier wanting to  
annihilate  nations

.******-saurus

THE ORIGINAL REASON OF MY LOOKING UP


YA SEE, I WAS LIVING IN MY BACKYARD

AND I HATED IT, YA SEE EVERY TIME I WENT UP TO THE HOUSE

SO THE ONLY WAY FOR ME TO CHANGE THIS

IS GO TO THE MALL, AND GO TO WORK, JUST

TO HAVE PEACE FROM MUM AND DAD

THEY ARE NICE PEOPLE, BUT I WAS SICK

I NEED TO BE TREATED BETTER, I DON’T WANNA HAVE VOICES LIKE THESE

I AM GOING TO HAVE A EGG AND BACON ROLL AT ROCKSALT TOMORROW

CAUSE I AM COOLER THAN COOL

I BREAK NO RULES, EXCEPT FOR THE PROBLEMS, WITH MY SEXUALITY

I WISH PEOPLE WOULD LEAVE ME ALONE

SO I CAN GET ON WITH BEING

1    AN ARTIST, PUTTING ARTWORKS IN AN EXHIBITION, COOL

2     A WRITER, WRITING ON WRITERSCAFE AND HELLO WRITERS

3   AN ENTERTAINER OF YOUTUBE AS WELL AS A TV ENTERTAINER OR A THEATRE ENTERTAINER

4   AN IDEALIST, MEANING, I HAVE WAYS OF HELPING THE POOR, I WANT TO LAY THE PLANS ON THE TABLE

AND MANY OTHER THINGS

I WANT TO BE ABLE TO RELAX, AND CHILL, AND NOT GET DEFENSIVE,

I WANT MEDICATION TO CALM ME DOWN

I AM NOT A FIGHTING MAN

FIGHTING MEN HAVE PROBLEMS, WITH GETTING EVICTED

YA SEE THE ORIGINAL REASON, OF ME LOOKING UP

I WASN’T TELLING PEOPLE MY BELIEFS, I WAS A BIT SHY TO EXPRESS MYSELF AT SCHOOL

AND I BELIEVE WE PARTY ALL OVER THE SKY

I AM NOT A ******, I AM RADICAL

TAKE THESE VOICES AWAY, TO STOP ME LOOKING UP

AND THE LAST REASON WHY I LOOKED UP, IS

I TOLD ALL THE ADULTS THAT I PREFERRED THE HOOLIGAN LIFE

PLEASE LEAVE ME BE, BUDDY OLE BOY OLE PAL

AND I NEVER THOUGHT DAD FORGAVE ME, DAD CHANGED, SORRY

AND NOW KNOW DAD FORGIVE ME, PEOPLE DON’T DIE, THEY END SUFFERING

AND RELAX TILL NEXT LIFE

DAD COMING TO ME IN A DREAM TO SAY


you see last night my dad came to me in a dream to say

i have returned from the cosmos to bring brian and mum

some enjoyment, and dad wanted to change mums belief about dying

you see dad said, this is all a tease, i ain’t dead

i just want to do what you wanted me to do brian

you see i wanted us to g around australia, you were begging us

and it would’ve been fun, but ya know, brian, i care about you

you see dad went on the computer to work out the money

and then put the dvds on the computer, and then went for a walk or swim

dad said, i am coming back, because brian is giving up on life to our opinion

then dad said, i think your mates are teasing ya, you need to understand this

by all means by your egg & bacon roll from rocksalt, and remember me with this

you see dad then said, he is going swimming and said, i did that for you, brian

i really really did that for you, because it looked like you really enjoyed swimming

and the truth of the matter is, i enjoyed swimming in the new pool in kaleen

where the water was so warm, and the spa was also pretty warm as well

when i swam in belconnen it was too cold, i prefer a nice warm pool like kaleen was

i can stay in that pool all flaming day

dad said, that he wasn’t treating me like a cool kid whilst he was swimming

he just was swimming, and nor was he trying to be like the mens kids, neh he said

because dad said, he can’t bare to see me, be treated like a f..n man, and i said

ok dad, have you come back to life, or are you hear to guide my dream

dad said goodbye, saying, this dream ain’t true, i am dead

but then just relax while you go about your duties today

because as you said teasing is nothing anyway