You are tall,
well taller than me.
Fawn skin, soft
even after relentless beach days
in the scuffing sticky water.
Hands still warm
as if the sun never set from your soul,
lighting up the frozen lake of my heart,
and thawing me into a comfortable spring.
I look into your eyes,
pools of golden honey,
deep and full of your gentle love.
Hair the color sweet cola
flows to your shoulders,
and bounces
like fizzy bubbles as you walk.
Your body an hourglass bottle,
lips addictive vanilla pillows
Laughing like wind chimes in the breeze, swelling with confessions of love
for moments we will never get to have
Promising happiness for what we can.
Strolling together in July air
Your feet glitter on the floor,
creating an orchestra in the street.
You dance starlight into existence,
and are the apollo of another day.

Chills Shiver The Deepest Realm Of My Spine,
I Am Darkness I Am Light,
I Can't Breathe Some Times,
Suffocate Through The Night,
I Will Be Alright,
There Are Times ,
I Hold Her Side To Side,
Romance , Candle Light,
Speaking Eye To Eye,
Deeply She Starts To Cry,
She Feels My Pain Inside,
It Rains Dear,
This Pain Hear ,
Is The Poet And The Way I Paint Tears,
In My Minds Eye And Heart,
Its Me And You,
So Close Inside Of The Same Coat,
Feeling The Same Cold,
Breeze From That Strange Road,
Squeezing This Thorn Rose,
As The Blood Crys Down My Hand,
I Feel Sad, I Think Back,
If We Were Strangers Again,
This Wouldn't Feel Bad,
Theres Beauty In The Darkness,
We All Been Broken Hearted,
I Don't Want To Sail Away Alone,
Oh My Heart Is Bleeding For You,
The Woman Of My Dreams,
I Want You Here If Im Alone In This Bed Its Hard For Me To Sleep,
In This Silence I Wheep,
Its Been A Few Weeks,
The Way I Love You And Hug Wish You Could See,
I Breathe When I Think Of You Keila,
I'm Creating A Home, Vampyre Throne,,
Ima Save Up, Ashes On These Bones,
Time Me For Me To Keep My Head Up,
In Time My Passion Will Manifest Better ,
Healing, When My Beauty Is Set Up,
I Know We Will Cross Paths,
And The Desire Will Drip Passion,
I Will Drive You Back In My Tesla, To My Loft And Mansion,
Show You The Lair Where The Piano , Violin, Tones,
Reminds You Of That Sacred Safe Home,
Inside Of The Energy You Feel In Me,
Its Makes You Want To Cry And Heal Things,
Im The Real Me,
I Know Right Now Your Numb  And You Think Im Dumb,
Deep Down You Know Im The One,
I Am Romance, You Will Always Remember When Your Sad
How We Hold Hands,
And I Look, Focus Deep In Your Eyes,
And I Listen With My Vampyre Heart,
How I Be In Your Thighs,
Id Watch You Sleep So Fragile At Night
And Giggle When You Snore And Record It,
Show You In the Morning,
Now Your Gone,
Im Bleeding Songs Cant Ignore This,
I'm Pouring Seas Of Tears On My Pillowcase,
Your Away I still Feel Your Pain,
I Know You Lie, Been With Guys,
******* To Get High,
I Still Care People Wonder Why,
I Say Cos I Live Under Life,
I Been Dead Inside,
My Head Is Tight,
I Stay Alive For Reasons I Will Hug You Again,
Cross Path With Temporary Friends,
That Come And Go,
Im Just A Ghost,
To You I  Know,
I Still Hold On To This Rope Thats Around Your Boat,
So When Your On Dope,
Or Just Sad Af And You Don't Know Where To Go,
And Drownd, You Can Grab The Rope,
Ill Keep You Afloat,
I Promised No More Notes,
Text Or Emails On My Phone,
But I Am Poetry,
Theese Are Spells And Poems,

Look Out Side, Its Raining, Isn’t It Beautiful, Are You Crying, Its Okay To Cry, Your Safe Here , Everythings Gonna Be Okay

Earths Tears Fall Deep Beneath The Soil,

Pain Bleeds Through The Leaves, Trees, & Foil,

We Rose From A Dark Past,

Absent Love Due To Drugs,

Darker Than Black,

When Ever We Left Home,

We Always Had Our Hearts Packed,

And If You Loose That Complicated Tool,

Oooh You Might Not Get It Back,

That Something That We Understood,

I’m Hoping That They Understand,

I Chose To Cross Your Path,

On This Wicked Land,

In This Skin Full Of Sin,

Ill Hold Your Hand,

Ill Never Let Go,

I Wasnt There When Your Tears Covered Your Bed Post,

Though Those Demons I Know

In My Layer ,

Heard Your Prayers, Like Your Head Close,

So Many People Just Come And Go,

I Rome This World  Like Ima Just A Ghost,

Your Not An Average Girl,

Im  Not An Average Joe,

Your An Angel, You Glow,

Through The Rain And The Snow,

The Light And The Dark,

The The Push In The Pull,

Grief And Belief Keila Is All I Know,

I Apologize, Intense Vibes Sometimes, Is All I Show,

Trauma From The Past, Scared To Die Alone,

In The Bath Tub Half Up, Please Answer The Phone

My Mind Didn’t Know, I Was Sure I Over Dosed,
Mom And Dad Why  Is Nobody Home,

Grandma Where Did You Go,

Im Cant Breathe I Pushed It Close,

Im Sorry Im Promise Im Honest,

No More  Drugs Though,

Our Family Sore,

They Don’t Want See Us Dead ON The Floor, Or Be At The Mourge

And Half To Decide, Burrie Us In Bugs Dust And Vines,

Or Ashes That Remind,

That Life Is Precious, In Due Time,

Purity Will Be Restored,

I Will Walk First With You Through The Depression Stroms

Im Grateful Your Alive,

Its Nice To See You Smile,

I Can Tell By Your Parents Eyes, And Yours Its Been A While,

Your So Worthy, Deserving Of Miraces,

Its Working The SPirutal,  

Theres Angel In The Breeze

Whispers On The Leafs,

Take AS Much Time As You Need,

To Be Breathe In Your Sacred Space,

Until You Can Respond To Things,

Open Up Respond To Me, Please

Only When Your Ready

Cos Honesty,,

I Feel Your Pain,

I Feel The Same,

It Hard To Change,

But We Did It,

Ancient Here To Finish The Mission,

Your In Colorado ,

Are You Missing Me,

Were Connected Deep,

This Week Has Been Mysery,

Now I See Why People Go Fishing Out In A Distant See,

I Will Be Better At Listening,

and Going With The Flow,

Growing With Examples Is The Way The To Show The Ropes,

Our Garden Is Healhy,

Were Growing So Close,

I Appreciate Your Efforts ,

Your Prescenese , Your Message,

Time Is OF essence,

Im Grateful We Spent It,

Respectful Wont Dent It

Touching up The Dark Spots,

Like We Denist,

Everything I Said I Meant It,

Your My Best Friend,

I Love Your Soul,

The Road Ahead IS Beautiful

Embers They Burn,

On Tuesday,

I Will Be Waiting For Your Return…