I saw you today
I wish it didn't have to be this way
I didn't know what to say
So I just walked away.

You make me feel sad.

To the point where I'm only getting mad.

But you seem so glad

And don't feel bad

Not even a fricken tad.

Your funeral was today.
I wish it didn't have to be this way.
I start to pray
You always seemed to have something good to say
Happy as can be
But in reality
You just wanted to be free
Of this we could not see
You were struggling
And had too much on your plate to be juggling
You let the bullies take control
I hope they know what they stole
An important life was taken, was this the goal?
Keeping quiet, staying mute
I always thought your personality was cute
You took advice from a brute
And left this world with a shoot.
Fighting to stay alive
For this, I hope you strive
Just wait until I arrive
So I can take you for your favorite drive.
My dearest friend
Your life has come to an abrupt end
I didn't want to have to attend your funeral so soon.
Just know I will always love you to the moon

I'm tired of feeling low
I just want you to know
You really stole the show
I just thought you should know.

You took my heart
Directly from the start
You were so smart
And knew how to tear my feelings apart.

Will you stay with me?

When you're with me you make me feel free.

I feel like I'm right where I'm supposed to be.

I wish it could be like that for eternity.

We both agreed it’d be for the best.
So for moments at a time, I rest.
But now I’m only stressed.
And becoming depressed.
Every emotion has been felt.
For there, I am starting to melt
You gave me a welt with your leather belt.
I see stars.
It feels like no one has had a relationship like ours.
I’m dealing with all of these scars
You’ve been to, too many bars.
You gave me a black eye
I’m now just starting to cry
I have to lie
When my friends ask why
When nighttime rolled around you’d disappear
Everything is now, just starting to become clear.
You drain the bank account to purchase beer
It makes me not want to be near.
You’ve abused me
And made me not want to look in the mirror
We’ve been together for a year
And that I fear.
I’ve lost my cheer.
When you become sober
After the hangover
I find myself back in love
Just waiting for that boxing glove
To hit me and all of the above.
When we get undressed
I feel like you’re on a quest
To feel my *******
I feel depressed
And not my best.
I think i’m going to runaway and head west
Let's make this a test
To see if you lose rest
Over my absence.
I’m gone and never coming back
I used to be happy, but now that I lack.