We both agreed it’d be for the best.
So for moments at a time, I rest.
But now I’m only stressed.
And becoming depressed.
Every emotion has been felt.
For there, I am starting to melt
You gave me a welt with your leather belt.
I see stars.
It feels like no one has had a relationship like ours.
I’m dealing with all of these scars
You’ve been to, too many bars.
You gave me a black eye
I’m now just starting to cry
I have to lie
When my friends ask why
When nighttime rolled around you’d disappear
Everything is now, just starting to become clear.
You drain the bank account to purchase beer
It makes me not want to be near.
You’ve abused me
And made me not want to look in the mirror
We’ve been together for a year
And that I fear.
I’ve lost my cheer.
When you become sober
After the hangover
I find myself back in love
Just waiting for that boxing glove
To hit me and all of the above.
When we get undressed
I feel like you’re on a quest
To feel my *******
I feel depressed
And not my best.
I think i’m going to runaway and head west
Let's make this a test
To see if you lose rest
Over my absence.
I’m gone and never coming back
I used to be happy, but now that I lack.