When I look over
my shoulder
all I see is a star
shining through
a dark hole
and hear a strange sound
like wind crying out
through the trees
or the creaking
of limbs
a dark shape
passing over the moon
like an omen
of a mad woman
I once knew
a ghost ship
spreading her legs
like a cross
arms reaching out
her name lost
to my memory
something that sounds
much like my doom.

the average cost of a funeral is
$8,515

death is unaffordable for me

put me in  big oblong cardboard box

2 feet by 3 feet by 6 feet

packing list enclosed

fragile (not really)
      please handle with care

keep upright

       or

supine

send me to the
grande vide

postage due

Solaris and symmetry
Half-darkened in the moon,
To eyesight gives sanity
To the heart, a single mind.

The ocean, yawning, is the beast,
Now simple majesty.
Its eyes, winking midst the slumber
Of the century.

I painted a pretty picture
In my mind
Of what life should be
Perfection and beauty
Reflected in each stroke
I painted a place
For me to feel safe
Content
Satisfied
Now I'm trapped
In this painting
And can't seem to escape
No matter how hard I try

My special interest in you makes me happy

İt's my fault
that you are unaware of this
I know

Maybe
I'm afraid to come eye to eye

Who knows
As if
İf I touch you with my voice
I will burn all my dreams

And that so..
I love from afar

I want to announce my heartbeats
to you like a father waiting at the delivery room
Why I'm afraiding?
I don't know

I'm dying every evening
for to reborn on morning

But tomorrow,
I must say hello to you

I hope you don't have boyfriend

İf you say "I'm sorry"

I'll shut up like a bell drowning in strong winds..

I will roll to  magma
And,
I will open fire flowers there..