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Jayne E May 2019
Heidelberg
Heidelberg
Sing to me
Beautiful
Noisy
Rhythm
I hear
4 true colours
Sweet smell
Of
Ink.
Of
Oil.
Heidelberg
Heidelberg
I'm in love
With
You
Your pistons
Your wheels
Your
Smooth repetition
Sweetly
Engineered
Appeal abounds
I could
Happily be
Stuck
In a room
With just you
For days.

05/08/1995 J.C.
I wrote this a long long time ago at university, I used to volunteer to stay watch on the overnight print runs of a wonderful vintage Heidelberg press donated to the university for use by the students fot student publications...I fell in love with a printing press!
Jayne E May 2019
Oh my honey honey my baby baby
how hard it is for me to find a way
to express the feelings exploding
in my heart my body my mind
my everything
you have become
the air that I breathe
the light that I need
my soft place to fall
my everything my all

To say simply "I love you"
yes, yes, it is truer than true
even though these words have power
much more is needed by every hour
to express undress and to address
the depth of emotion I need to press
upon you so you may understand
my feelings for you totally out of hand
please never never never ever to land
away from you that would be my end

many tiny tiny soft kisses you dust
all over my face, my neck, my ears
so tender and gentle I must I must
pinch myself to see real & allay my fears
it still amazes me every day in every way
that you found me blue, then blew it away
on a gust of tender loving consideration
all wrapped in love and communication
our first almost 'fight' it evaporated
with open hearts as truth was related

the day was too long without your kiss
my world was a kimber felt all amiss
those long hours I was adrift in the abyss
I ran and I ran trying to drive back the pain
my feet pounding ground face wet by rain
and bitten back tears too, my heart so heavy
to lose our bond of sweet love not ready
we are new and our ardour is still young
with so many love songs still unsung
I raced my fears home my head low hung

Of course my worries were unfounded
our union of love is devotion unbounded
our silly pillow talks of who loves who more
you are so very good to me my darling amor
I've never known a love so devoted so true
or a man to treat me as wonderfully as you
no longer can I see a future sans my honey
I'd not trade you for all the worlds money
my honey bee my honey I do love you so
through these lines I hope to let you know.

J.C. honey-tiger 16/05/2019.
Jayne E May 2019
As inked black night wraps all around me
It's in your arms my body yearns to be
as this darkest hour all of me carresses
it's my one true love, my heart he possesses

my need of you pure, transcends all physical
encompasses mental, feelings, spiritual
emotional landscapes lit upon our canvas
horizons painted with loves sweet missives
tenderest moments be carried on ardent kisses

it's you my honey-bee from here & for forever
your love for me the most precious treasure
I see  your inner beautiful light shining out
a gift so amazing I feel compelled to shout
to the heavens the stars all of the universe
how much I do love you, my
honey-bee through this, my humble verse.

J.C. honey-tiger 05/05/2019.
Jayne E May 2019
PRELUDE
________
[ I would engage but disengaged
enamoured masked fetid cage.
To sit spit splutter to cough it up
spit it all out
all over the pensive penners page
words turned ugly fugly loves pup ]
_________

Alla allua all al alala allis all is
Well that blends the well,
Wait! Wait!
(bit nipply in here)
nope that's not quite it, try,
All is ill that bends will..ok
One more go,
All is well that ends well
Right?   rite!  write? ok, ok,
this has been happenin for days,
pen sieves    
spent    
spinning lines
All over the place,

Whirling dervishes spinning fine
lines crossing, sparkling, in my kind
mind, finds the bind, blinds, then unbinds
Better yet     Get    in     behind
(Aussie shepherds call out)
Oh holy **** dressed up like a duck
Ok..I got this, really I do,
let's seem to find a seam take two,
better yet...mark it...scene set & action!

Bn California dreamin
stealin,
creamn,
little kittys pretty
Vannah & Clementine
their morning rituals feeding lines
a ***** pushing
faucet fed H20
odd observations
one kink 4 kitty cat
prefers to take her water right on tap
still my keys go  
tap   tap   tap
Queen Vannah aloof saunters to lap
to sit to think,
not counter fed drink,
she's way too cool for school,
what were we talking about?
it gets little hard to think
you standing naked
smiling
by the kitchen sink

Ahhhhh...love..the emotions spout,
refer crazy prior lines
fed by loves fire,
tossing feelings
up,
down,
in and out,
twist it,
turn it, up, down
shake it out

there is love of lovers,
there is love of mothers,
there is love of others,
sisters, cousins, friends, brothers
those kind of others
the cliché would say...
"It finds you when you stop seeking"
or,
"expect it when you least expect it"
usually historically my reply maybe,
yawn -
mass conditioning speaking

funny tho how things work out,
how someone says
"how you feeling"
transmutes transcends
to not ok...
then,
just flat out ascends
to big bursting clouds  
bountiful love reeling in,
from a kind word uttered
love
begins,
again

the hearts flower slowly opens
it's the hope
love carries upon it's soft
scented breeze,
it's the joy
love communicates
whilst on her knees,
and the tenderness
felt between them
she, he, the we,
in the squeeze

bunches of fist clutched sheets
bitten lips my heartbeat
thundering in my head
language of panted moans
native to our bed
fingers pressed
the the back of your head
your features lost
between my legs


ahhhh, yes, yes, yes!
loves steady heartbeat
the     thrum    thrum      thrum
wondrous beating
upon loves drum,
and how each new fresh
transformative experience
of love
transcends the past,
as again we relish,
the skipped beats
warm moistened seats,
the play the foray
a new wave way

as sweetly tendered lovely love,
delivers up finely sublime
all soaked delicious
steeped in rhyme,
that elusive now found,
brighter sunny day.
so, to end, what of love?
well,
Id say,
let it play,
oh all for lovely love,
let it play!

J.C. "honey owl" 28/04/2019.
Not my 'usual' style this one hmm...has double roots, it's of endings, and new beginnings brought in upon lovely new loves wings and how love can hit you like a freight train when you least expect it..or when you are not looking for it...and how it can to a degree addled your brain lol
Jayne E May 2019
Curled up on the sofa
under the cover of imposed night
curtains pulled tight against the light
Black Mirror flickers on the screen
ticking away mostly unseen
under other covers
lovers
toes battling legs standing
their ground
lines drawn then rubbed out
could stay here forever
chasing our never
never land hand to hand
combat of a playful kind
time wiles serves to unbind
all of the nots undone in sighs
all of the "why's" kissed goodbye
and you my darling by my side
next time it's Ozark or killing Eve
but today Black Mirror I believe.

J.C. honey-toast 13/05/2019.
Jayne E May 2019
Its true its you my honey honey bee
how could there be another for me
you have my heart to never be apart
my honey honey bee so let us start

to never end this true love connect
took me by surprise not to deflect
as you opened up my heart flower
gave me shelter under loves bower

the wonder of you and all the bliss
carried on your words by your kiss
still blows my mind in every way
nothing now for us but sunny days

with honey dripping from your lips
and love coating your fingertips
carresses push me past the breech
to heights of ecstacy never reached

I cannot live life without you now
nor imagine just in any way how
its possible for me just to exist
without your daily love driven kiss

So take me honey-bee I am yours
you're my star bright guided course
by the light of moon bright and full
I'm helpless to resist magnetic pull

Nor would I want to fight such joy
or resist such bliss my honey boy
in your eyes I see my entire future
you're ardor our loves embouchure

J.C. "honey-tiger" 12/05/219
Jayne E May 2019
It's hard to say or pin the exact day
the little boy left & sunny eyes gave way
to thunderstorms and raging red mist
a desire now to hurt the one you kissed
and turned to for laughs love support
now eaten up by bitter anger all fraught

with historical pain memories from deep
come hurtling through the rage does seep
I see it I feel it I know it's ****** source
and how it's throwing your life off course
but helpless to throw you needed lifeline
as you storm and spit threatening mine

I can't live that way again not even for you
to watch you drowning is to see me blue
my hands tied bound by too many times
the fists did fall broken bones black eyes
the trigger pulls and I'm hurtling back now

so no matter no amounts of why's or how's
can pull me up to the surface for sweet air
once pulled that trigger imprisons me there
sees me stuck frozen in cold sweat panic
realisation hits home hard like the Titanic
even for you I nurtured from seed to boy
no quarter to give you now stealing my joy

if I could I would save you take the red mist
wash all your fears & forked tongue hissed
bathe you in love to carry you to be light
not set in the dark primed for any fight

so I have to let you go and do it with love
hoping praying you are able to kick above
the storming seas deep eddys pushed down
to find your sunnier day happier grounds
I'm sorry my boy but I cannot go back there
to spend all my days in uncertain cold fear

J.C. 11/05/2019.
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