It doesn't matter
When I met you
I knew it was gonna last forever
Whether it was mutual
Or not

I was fire
And you were the house
I burned in you
Till we were doused out
So now we're just ashes
Some new girl will try to blow away
But no one could forget
How brilliantly we blazed

Which is worse:
Discovering you were lied to,
Or finding out the truth?

They kept asking
What I would do
If I ran into you

But it's the thought  
Of never seeing you again
That keeps me up at night

"Vannah"
Her little hands grabbed my face,
"Where does it hurt?"

"In my heart, little one"
I whispered back.

Her tiny finger pointed to my chest
And I nodded my head

"How do you fix it?"
She quietly asked

"I don't know yet, little one. I haven't figured that out yet."

At the end of the day
I can write a million times
How much happier I am without you
How terribly you treated me
Or how many new lovers I have who are better than you

But I'll miss you
In the quiet
When I'm alone
I'll always miss you
Despite the truth that we are not meant to be together
*I will always be missing you

When she walked by
They all stopped to whisper
"Didn't you hear? She's insane now"

But they always failed to mention
The boy that drove her there