I'm drowning in an ocean,
One that use to be blue and smooth,
It's now getting dark and choppy,
And I have everything to lose.

The ocean is consuming me,
Leaving scars on my heart,
I'm being pulled deeper every minuet,
I'd get out now if I were smart.

If I swim I can make it back,
I can still see the light,
But this ocean feels like home,
Everything still feels right.

There's a chance this storm will pass,
And everything will be fine,
But if it doesn't pass soon,
I'll be swept up on the shore line.

Do I stay where I feel at home,
Take a risk and stay in case there's something I can find,
Or heed the warning,
And leave this ocean behind?

I'll always miss you,
You were the first guy I loved,
You have changed my life.