Sav Bean

Sav Bean Jan 2014

You're there holding me,
Kissing my forehead,
Protecting me from the world,
Telling me you love me.

Then as quickly as I remembered it,
The vision is ripped from my mind,
It was only an impossible wish,
For it would take a miracle to get you back.

Sav Bean Jan 2014

The Truth

I'm hiding from the truth,
For the truth hurts too much,
I've gotten so use to lying,
It's becoming my crutch.

I say I'm fine,
And I would believe it,
If my heart didn't feel this pain,
From all your *******.

You never wanted me,
You just wanted my body,
You made me feel loved,
But all of it was *****.

You're a sick monster,
A liar,
And for all you've done to me,
You'll end up in hell burning in fire.

But somehow I miss you,
And I'd take you back in a flash,
Your love spread all over me,
Like a red hot rash.

The truth is you hurt me,
But I need to stay strong,
I don't want people knowing,
There's something wrong.

So I'll keep saying I'm fine,
Until it destroys me from inside,
Because even though I'm still alive,
It was a long time ago my soul died.

Sav Bean Jan 2014

I Hope She Breaks Your Heart

I hope she breaks your heart,
Just like you did to me,
That way you know,
What it's like to have to plea.

I hope she breaks your heart,
So you can compare,
So you know what it feels like,
For your mind to be bare.

I hope she breaks your heart,
So you know how it feels,
For someone to hate you,
When you fall head over heels.

I hope she breaks your heart,
So much that you break down,
Every single time,
You hear her sound.

I hope she breaks your heart**,
So much you start to see,
I loved you more than anything,
And you come running back to me.

Sav Bean Jan 2014

I Thought You Loved Me

You promised that you loved me,
You promised that we'd never part,
But look at me now,
Crying in bed with a broken heart.

I loved you more then anything,
I opened up to you,
More than I did anyone else,
And I let you know what I was going through.

We would talk all night,
And our love for each other we would exclaim,
But now all we talk about,
Is who's to blame.

But I guess that meant nothing to you,
Because you still ripped my heart out,
Thinking of you won't do me any good,
Because it'll just make me shout.

My heart hurts more than you'll ever know,
For your love for me was never true,
So I guess all that's left to do,
Is to get over you.

Sav Bean Dec 2013

RIP

You said goodbye today,
Goodbye to me,
And goodbye to the world where you once use to play.

I tried to stop you,
But you didn't hear,
You said all you wanted,
Was to disappear.

And disappear you did,
But not just to me,
Also to your friends,
And to your family.

I'm going to miss you,
For you were an amazing friend,
But I guess 12 is your number,
The number of years on Earth you would spend.

I hope that as you get to heaven,
You'll look after me,
Because when I finally make it up there,
You're the first person I'll want to see.

RIP Ryker I'll miss you!

Sav Bean Dec 2013

Story of a Little Girl

The tears running down her face tell a long sad story,
A story about a little girl always being kicked around.
She tried to stay strong through the heart ache she knew as life,
But every time she stood up life would knock her back down.

This little girl knew nothing but emotional and physical pain,
Every night she would lie in bed pleading to God to not wake,
But for her he never answered her long and painful prayers,
Each morning she awoke once again to feel that terribly painful ache.

The little girl became depressed,
She never left her room,
Her life became merely a myth,
She was left with nothing but gloom.

You may wonder how I know so much about this girl,
Well I know her inside and out,
I know her more than anyone,
And I'm the only one who loves her beyond a doubt.

You see that little girl,
The girl who could only plea,
Is unfortunately
Me.

Sav Bean Nov 2013

The Wrong Guy

You said you loved me,
Baby I thought it was true,
But the second things got hard,
I questioned what I thought I knew.

You said don't worry,
You said don't cry,
We had a connection,
No one could deny.

You told me lies straight to my face,
You promised you'd stop drinking,
But inside I knew,
It was just wishful thinking.

How could you treat me like this,
After all we went through?
The day we break up,
You go find another girl to *****!

You may have played with my head,
You may have stolen my heart,
But one thing's for sure,
You will never make me fall apart.

I must thank you,
For all that you've done,
You showed me something important,
Which is not to trust anyone.

My life is better without you,
And now I can clearly see,
I had been falling for someone,
Who had no intention of catching me.