Why do people always make issues that are not really true? its so annoying

There's these things inside my head,
they control me
They tell me what's right from wrong,
but it always ends up bad
I've tried to get rid of them,
but I just can't do it
I feel so weak,
I am alone.

I want to know you
I want to be your friend,
you asked me why
because you're different
I know I can trust you

Treasure the people who love you
and accept you for who you are
Changing yourself to fit into someone
else's life is never a good idea,
People should love you for who you are,
not who they want you to be
And learn how to forgive
everyday is a new blessing.

We've become the best of friends
but now I don't know
What is really happening to us?
every step we made was lurking,
I hope that we could fix this,
and start a new memories
Life is too short for us,
forgive me and don't leave
We could be the best of friends again
always and forever girl

I know how it feels to be disowned,
and feel like you are a disappoint to the family you belong in,
It really hurts when you felt that way,
But I am here for you

Always remember that,
I can be your friend,
we could be the best of friends
just learn how to trust

Everything will be okay
don't be afraid to reach out,
I will never judge you
Just be yourself.

Maybe you're far away,
but remember
my heart is still with you
wherever you are
I can't explain what
I feels for you
hey boy,
I hope you feel the same way.