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  Dec 2014 Sarah
Natalie
do not date a girl
who writes.
she will internalize
everything,
carve poems
into your eyelashes
instead of
kissing them,

she will analyze you,
calculate age
from the rings
your coffee cup
leaves
instead of refilling it.

she will memorize
the way your
lips curl around steam,
but not that you
take it
two sugars,
no cream.

she will read your
palm instead of
holding it
against her chest.

she will not
blink
when you leave,
because she is
already
romanticizing it.
Sarah Dec 2014
specks of blood
taint the sharpening stone
as I prepare
to dive back in
beneath my fragile skin
Sarah Dec 2014
I am frozen
Paralyzed by the reminder
of how it feels to feel

Glued to the floor
by the demons in my heart
that I deny are real

I can't forget
the pain in my heart each day
I don't want to wake up
I just want it to go away

I want to sleep
eternally
I want to sleep
and never wake
I want to disappear
And forever forget

how it feels to feel
Sarah Dec 2014
The world will never know
how much I hate me
Sarah Dec 2014
Anxiety pulses through my body
In raging tremors

my hairs stand on end
as my body shakes

and my dry eyes burn
and my empty heart yearns
Sarah Dec 2014
my body aches
my chest burns
in bitter self loathing
Sarah Dec 2014
I'll be god for you
I'll spin you around
and make you something new

I'll lurk in the darkness
but curse you for doubt
and punish the blasphemous

I'll tell you I love you
But stand back in silence
as you pray from the pew

I'll be your idol
the sin to condemn you
and the one who stole your soul
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