Head floating.
Thump thump
Thumping in your head.
Thump thump
You can feel every breath
Inhale
Dragging down your throat
Exhale
Each one a different texture
Inhale
Soft and cool, slipping down
Exhale
Climbing up, pushing out
Inhale
Your chest a vast cavern
Exhale
And every nerve attentive
Thump thump
Not being able to speak
Should I?
Nothing is important enough to say
Is it?
You are amplified and too focused
Am I?
Every thought decaying
Thump thump
You can feel the pieces falling
Thump thump
Making your heart quiver
Thump thump
And it goes on for hours
Thump thump
Which seems like years
Thump thump
And you can't hide your fears
Thump
They focus on you
Thump
And latch onto you
Thum
They love you
Thu
Don't let them go
Th
You need them
T
And they
.
need you.
Amara Pendergraft 2013
I had a very bad night, yesterday, due to poor decision making.
I paid for it in many different ways.