When you call
When you text
But when I want something
You can’t do same for me
I can’t just drop
What I’m doing
Because you want me to
You ignored my wishes
I’m always there
When you call
I have important things
To handle right now
Sorry I can’t just pretend
You don’t Knowledge me.
I didn’t get to do
What I needed to do yesterday
Because what had happened to me.
I had to cancel my appointment yesterday.
Today is my day

The way you ignore
That one person
Who dearly love you.
You will be mad
You wouldn’t like it.
Please can you tell me what
Is that bad about me
That you cannot give your times
I ask simple things
To just be around at night
I can’t get that
But I’m still there for you

Kindness
was a house.

Knitted by
knowing you.

It was made
of sticky notes.

Encouragement
aching for actions.

Friendship
is the fuel.

Hearts only
in its windows.

Looks didn’t
really matter.

A firm foundation
invisible.

Gates of wisdom
walk to it.

Depression
laughed at it.

Gossip galloped
away from it.

The golden rule
knew better.

One last slash on the wrist,
Silence,
No more noises in the head.
17/6/2020

how can i have
made this vow
that
(supposedly)
lasts a lifetime

yet

i had no idea
what i was
agreeing to

it hurts
seeing you
become better
for
someone else

it was
never
me

it was
never
meant
to be