I wonder if you think of me
I wonder if your friends told you I say hi
I wonder if after they did you remembered

I hope you did, I hope you remembered
that I gave you every single piece of me
and you only gave me a part of you
because you were afraid,

you were afraid that I'd break your heart
but little did we both know, you broke mine,
but I don't think it gives the way I feel any justice,

you completely smashed my heart
into pieces so tiny that I haven't been able to
find any of them and it's been two years.

i think you're hiding them, because
everywhere I look I can't seem to find them.
I know where your part of you is.
it's buried into my pores, into my mind, my soul.
that even though it was minuscule it'll be there forever.

because I promised you id always care
and that I wouldn't break your heart
but darling, what we know now
is that it was never really
mine to break.

S.W

i hate that i never cracked the surface of you
but you, oh you
you destroyed my surface and all of my insides

WHAT THE **** CHANGED                              
WHY DIDNT IT WORK                                              
WHY DONT I EXIST TO YOU                                    
WHEN YOU EXIST IN EVERY                                  
******* THING IN THIS                                    
STUPID ******* WORLD                                    
I SEE YOU EVERYWHERE                                    
I SEE YOU IN THE ******* SKY                      
WHEN IM SMOKING LONELY CIGARETTES
AT 4 IN THE MORNING                                      
I SEE YOU IN THE STRANGERS THAT              
WALK PAST WITH BLANK FACES                      
BUT WHAT HURTS THE MOST IS THAT          
I CANT EVER SEE YOU AGAIN.    
                      
S.W

for some people can speak oceans of meaningful words
but for me i find it near impossible to tell someone        
how i feel, so i hope you know that
when i whispered into your neck                  
i love you                                                              ­                    
that it was the hardest thing to do and            
they were the most true words
that have ever left my mouth.                            
and they always will be.                                                                                                           

S.W

today i learnt i can’t say a bad thing about you.
i couldn’t say out loud that you broke my heart,
that you’re a ******* ******* and i hate you
i can’t tell anyone how much it hurts to see your name
all i can say is that i loved you with all my heart
and that we’re not together anymore because
it just wasn’t enough.

S.W

it was fast and it was rocky                              
and it was the most passionate thing            
i’d ever experienced in my whole entire life
and i haven’t felt as alive as i did when i was
with you, and i haven’t felt since i was with
you.

S.W

i knew you were dangerous
but i'd never wanted to be    
in danger more than the
very moment i saw you.

S.W