The feeling of disheartenment thickening on the inside until it reaches your throat.


No longer can you stand it, like barb wire around your neck. You can't breathe by the feelings that have consumed every last inch of your body.

Paralysed, you can't move! Your thoughts run wild within your subconscious, images flurrying; changing continuously until you no longer see what's before you.

Your heart shatters into devastation, the realisation of the cruel surroundings in which you have succumb.

Tears pour down your face, with each trickle you cling to yourself  The desperation in your cries, no one hears your plea .

Life is like a yo-yo they like to say it's yolo,
In this world I'm feeling so low
Can't predict the future but what I do know,
There are places I need to go,
Got to write my own show,

Life is like Sims with emotions,
Stirred up in a cocktail of potions,
Searching in the deepest oceans,
Going through the different notions.

Life is like a roller coaster ride,
Make sure you wear it with pride,
From this life you can never hide,
You've got people on your side.

Life is like a tree deep rooted in the soil,
In this life you choose make sure you don't spoil, your chance to enhance let your haters boil.

I can't go on living in this way,
Its opened up my eyes that is all I have to say and I've tried and tried for too long,
Got to do what's right for me now even though you thinks its wrong.

I will remember you you'll always remain in my heart, living in different worlds it's time for us to part. Please don't forget me together we share a past, I'm hoping your bitterness will turn sweet, I'm not sure it will last.

I can't go on living this way, my heart is broken into two, craving for a relationship I know I can never have with you. Closing the book you need to let me go, hoping you can save yourself only time will show.

So please don't hate me I need this to recover,
A whole world awaits outside only I can can discover.
A connection we once had only by blood,
I'm not running from my problems I'm doing what anyone would.

I cant go on living this way it hurts too much for me to stay, in my thoughts for you I pray.
Until we meet again I wish you nothing but the best. Stand up to your demons endure the test.

The product of environment behaviours, boundaries and mind,
In this world I hope there's an escape that you can somehow find..

Your just a little girl you have nothing in your life that is stable,
I would scoop you away afar If only I was able.

The product of environment influenced by your creator,
She's messing with your mind, I can see your anger you hate her.

Please little girl remember you have me,
I'll help you if I can, run with me be free.

The product of environment your world is unstable,
Your longing for the love but your mother isn't able.

Sweet little Nicole you have the weight of the world on one shoulder,
I hope this doesn't crumble you or affect you when your older.

The product of environment it's all that you've been taught.
It worries me deeply, I'm frightened by the thought.

My heart beats, as my lungs breathe
my body functions genetically,
as I become emancipated these functions are beautifully orchestrated.
My senses are heightened right down to the taste in my mouth, sound so loud and clear, like I'm on the inside looking out but somehow this feeling is surreal.
The vivid imagery floating through my mind,
I'm intoxicated with deep pure love from this light that has opened a new lease of life.
The deeper I sink into this abundance, my awareness is magical as though I'm in a dream.
My perception is altered and here I can receive clear truthful messages, intuitively knowing the answer that is often clouded by the reality blinding our sight and thought process.

This is the place I call home, at peace with myself and surroundings. The intensity of emotions and senses are infatuating to core.

Imagine a life without craziness, with no evil possessing man,
The world would be a better place, right now it's just too shan.

Imagine love and peace lets not go to war,
reading stories of destruction, it's sickening to the core.

Imagine a happy place where we could peacefully live,
where people are not nasty, they reach out and they give.

Imagine imagine let yourself see,
this world has gone crazy, no one is free.

I just wanted to say I get how you feel,
your caught up in this nightmare, this **** it's crazy and real.

Your lost in the darkness the deep depths of despair,
these experiences are needed to help you with repair.

Caught up in a moment your world subsides around you,
feeling helpless and frustrated like there's nothing you can do.

I just wanted to say you have people around you who care,
in your moments of sadness, I'm sure they'll always be there.