Crazed I'm in a daze,
Hoping this is just a phase,
A burning blaze I'm in hell,
Now you really can tell,  
Got to get well,
Even if I'm trapped in this cell.

The only way is up don't let yourself get down,
always wear a smile on your face, never sit and frown.

There's only one road you can choose, you must do this alone,
or forever remain a robot, just another living clone.

Grab your dreams with all your strength, make them come true    
your thoughts and your vision, are the key to what you do.
Laugh, cry and get angry but be in control of emotion,
don't get wrapped up in the drama of all this crazy commotion.
life as little lessons to create a better you,
don't beat yourself up over the hiccups, its the worst thing you can do.

Always be upbeat destroy any negative vibes,
look at how other cultures live, happy in their mighty tribes.

The message is all over but from birth we are re-programmed,
the signals are hard to see, they somehow seem to be jammed.

The only way is up, you've already been in the dark,
the flame is ready to light, just ignite the spark.

I'll spread my wings and learn how to fly,
away from this loneliness and the tears that I cry.

I'll fly far away to neverland,
with fairy dust and the world in my hand.

I'll think happy thoughts with stories to tell,
get to know this place so very well.

I'll sleep in the trees way up high,
looking above at the stars in the sky.

I'll be in a place where happiness is real,
wash away my worries the joy that'll I'll feel.

I'll spread my wings and learn how to fly,
living this dream until the day I die.

Trying to move on and live a normal life
surrounded by the struggle, mental illness is rife.

let me be me, don't torture me for who I am,
I'm not nelson mandella my name is Sam.

I do what I can to survive this infliction,
it's not my fault you have a drug addiction.

I'm not to blame for your past, remember you created me,
you need to get real, this is something you must see

Treat me like a hater I ain't got no respect,
family or not there's a cause and effect.

Narcissist you thrive on the control,
Jekyll in Hyde your suited to the role.

Remember you chose this path,
now I'm feeling the vengeance of your wrath.

I can't deal with this pain any longer,
it's stopping me from living, I need to get stronger.

The last words I've spoken, they haven't been in vein,
thoughts colliding through my mind, I'm feeling real insane.

Our relationship is broken, shattered beyond belief,
I'm struggling to cope I'm going through the grief.

I can't relate to you anymore, I've lost the trust in you,
trying to understand the crazy things you do.

Your supposed to protect me be their unconditionally,
you talk to me like ****, you think that I'm just silly

Oh mother I can't fix this I need to walk away,
my heart hurts too much, no longer can I stay.

The last words I've spoken, I opened up to you,
give you nothing but my honesty, the words I spoke are true.

In the darkest deepest memories of my burdened soul,
searching for a purpose, my life's own personal goal .

caught in a trap I'm hoping for some light,
to beam its rays on me, sweetly warm and bright.

In the darkest deepest memories of my confused  mind
I'm trying to unravel, what it is I need to find.

Right now I'm numb to any sort of feeling,
the hurt and anger, inside it's got me reeling.

Numb to this exposure,
I'm trapped deep in this enclosure.

Banging my head against the wall,
there's no way I'll survive the fall.

Trying to accept life isn't just black and white,
blind I have no vision, I've lost my sight.

Right now I'm numb to any sort of feeling,
no time to reflect, or proceed with self healing.