I’m sorry I’m in so much pain
I can’t breathe
All I see is black
All I feel is sorrow
I don’t want to be alive anymore.

I swear when I look into those ordinary brown eyes of his, I go into a whole other universe where the only thing that matters at all to me is taking in the most enchanting sight I will ever see. moments like these, i can’t help but dive deep. Dive soo deep, i might just lose myself along the way.

I’m so tired of crying everyday, I’m so tired of thinking about you when you’re obviously not thinking about me, I’m tired of loving you.

When I looked into his eyes, and saw them smilling at my soul, I knew I just knew I loved him.

I am a flower, a flower that was near its last days, hanging on its last petals
Till one day he came
He came into my life and suddenly it started to rain.
Suddenly I started to regain my color and my petals and I felt beautiful.
And it was all because of him
I only heard his voice, never saw his colors.
He was so distant from me but close
His voice was like a trail and I wanted to explore it so badly, to finally thank him.
I finally worked up the courage and every step I took, I said a reason why I loved him, why I wanted to thank him, how he changed my life, for the better.
I was finally there. About to look up.
I thought he was a flower just like me.
but he was much more

He was a rose, with the reddest petals I have ever seen. He was beautiful
But along with the reddest petals, he had the biggest thorns.
Even though we were close, I still couldn't touch him.
I realized he can only be with his kind
Not just a mere flower.
But he kept insisting
Trying to water me with his kind words.
But I knew when to stop
I knew when was enough.
A rose can't be with a mere flower.
A rose is too beautiful, and the mere flower is just distant from beautiful.

but the rose kept loving the flower, as the flower walked away.

the rose saw the flower lose all its petals

The rose saw the flower lose hope

and when the flower died, so did the rose

Even in death they were different but still just as in love.

If only the flower knew the rose was just like her

A seeker

Maybe then they could've stayed together

Days like this
With the rain pouring non stop
With the clouds hiding the bright sun
Filling the mood of the day with such sorrow
These are the kind of days
That make me think
About who I've become
Who i was
And how I can get better

People always fail to tell those in need
That things dont get better
But that they will always get better

Nothing is forever
Not even the blissful memories you have last forever

One day that one person you were so head over heels for will be a simple memory of a first love

One day
You'll regret giving yourself to that freshman year crush of yours

One day
You'll look back to everything you accomplished

And realize you made it through all the rough patches In your life