Of course.
She's right.
She always is.
I'm the only one who has to 'think logically'.
I'm the only one who has to grow up.
Even her bad grades are my fault.
Go ahead.
Take the blames,
lay them on my shoulders.
Watch me as I struggle.
Mock me as I collapse.

Love is like an airplane ride.
It'll take you so high,
you could touch the sky.

However,
love can break your heart.
Into two different parts.

Love can be good.
Love can be bad.
Love can make you happy or sad.

Love is fragile.
For (almost) everything that falls,
breaks.

You're just like the waves
pulling me in
You're like the ocean
I'm sinking in

Completely drowned by
the thoughts of you
I've been drugged
and my poison is you

I was drawn
like a moth to a flame
I can only hope
it isn't all a game

Even though
I try to swim away
Your arms wrap around me
and pull me back again

You're just like home
down to the trinkets
You're all I know
and I'm drowning again

"Embrace it," you said.
"While you love someone else?"
I'm aware of the risks
but my heart has been smothered
by all of this

I let my heart out
I'm drowning again
But this is the type of death
I'd love to have had

Just know if I lose you,
that's the end of me
I won't stay if I lose you
I'll disappear
I'll go away

Well you'd rather feel
Vibrant and wired
Live fast,
Die young,
regret nothing.

you won't slow down, not for
anyone (who cares what they say, right?)
Soaking in the sunlight
trying to become an illusion.

someone like you hasn't got time
to sit around and talk about songs you used
to like
and
people you haven't seen
in such a long time.

I suppose I liked you better when
you'd get up early with me to watch the sunrise
falling asleep on each other's shoulders
waiting for our lives to begin.

but now you'll only watch the sunrise
if you've got 20 different pills in your gut,
a cigarette hanging from your mouth.
You've looked better.
the sun and I miss you.

Pills, pills
all shapes and all sizes,
white ones and pink ones,
all full of surprises.
This one to be happy
and that one to sleep.
Another for calmness,
one so I don't weep.
Red ones and blues ones
big ones and small,
I'll mix them together
and have a pill ball.
My minds a bit fuzzy,
I cant think quite straight.
I pour all the pills
on a very big plate.
Swallow them down
with some wine or some beer,
***** or ***, whatever is near.
The tension is leaving
my minds finally clear,
I can finally relax now
the end is quite near.
I awaken to brimstone,
fire and death.
The air is quite acrid,
hard to take a breath.
And now I admire
how far I have fell
Now I'll be your demon
and haunt you from hell.

I'm dead
I'm just a soulless being
As I wait for time to tick
And I'll finally flatline
God, That clock can't tick slow enough