You call yourself my friend then you treat me like trash
I'm tired of the crap
If you don't like me don't talk to me
It's not hard to just leave me alone
Stop pretending to be my friend
Just go away

I already know he doesn't love me
If he had he wouldn't have left
I know he hates me
I know he doesn't want to be my dad
I already know all of it
I know I'm the daughter he didn't want
And I know he never loved me
I'm unloved by him
It's something I've known for years
You don't have to keep reminding me that I'm unloved
Because I tell myself that everyday
I repeat in my head over and over again
Stop reminding me I'm unloved

I pray
That one day you will stop
Stop hurting and stop cutting
I pray every night and everyday
That you will end up okay
I can't stop you so I just cry
I pray that you won't accidentally cut too deep
And that everything will be fine
Then I open my eyes and realize
Life doesn't have happy endings

I cannot focus
I can not function at all
I am so hungry

I'm used to failing
It's sad but I'm used to it
I fail all the time

"I love you"
Lie one

"I'll never hurt you"
Lie two

"You're my one and only"
Lie three

"I'll never leave you to fight alone"
Lie four

You lie a little then lie some more

"I'll love you forever"

Guess forever means never

"I'll never say goodbye"

please just stop with the lies

I look around and all I see is love
Something that brings happiness to all
Except me
I look around and I see people hugging
I see people holding hands and kissing
I will never have that
I will never have the one
Love is a gift that I don't have
It is a gift I'll never have
I want to be loved by someone
But no one wants to love me