Now I see the sky is blue
And here I go thinking of you
My heart felt like none of these are true
Cause you are now with someone new

Then i remember the bus rides in our trip to 2nd. Chances
But all you did was treat me like a ball that bounces
Now I caught the memories with every tear and ounces
All i ever asked was your last forgiveness

You said sorry i can't anymore baby
And all I thought was infinite maybe
You left me out with misery
And all I heard was sorry your out of my priority

Here i am again and again remembering
Feeling the lost past suffering
Her voice in my head is like an alarm keep ringing
And I can't seem to stop myself from believing

She's gone
She's in the arms of someone
I no longer feel another one
She's finally gone
She left me hanging hurt and undone
I don't ever wanna see the sun in the blue sky when it run
It reminds me that she was with me just for fun

The lava will flow
So shall the water
Don't grow in pain
Make that a choice

The silence got a heavy price
The pause that cause unwanted applause
It jiggles from the freckles in your heart
Clinging a heavy sac of blood beneath the moment
Rings the tone of a cold heavy embrace
Chills by nightmares by unpleasant stares
Awake no sound
For the silent view will open the darkest remnant
Pause a while in the shatters
Clap for the untamed voice of yesterday forecast
Quiet for the silent moment can call on you
Don't make no noise for it shall be screeches unkown
Listen well in silence
For the wake of all your chapters will open again
Never pour the storms for they shall never see the suns
Try to put the rain for the calm indearment shall pass
Try to put all in silence
The view will come slow
The moment will fade
It will show the mirror with nothing to reflect to
Be quiet
Be still
Now
Your
Gone

Write
Write it all out
Put it down in a paper
Make the paper feel even if its numb
Put the ***** you hold back in a white lined wood
Call it the stroke of a hand
Or the confusion of the hands
Put it in and leave your misery on it
Let it slay the rocking heart of yours
In it are written thoughts you hide to peek
Its an art
A dangerous art of making a sense out of the confusion we hide
Write It in the paper
Read all it and leave it in your sheets
Publish your minds disease
Spread the plague of words to their hearts

Tonight i ride the couch we used to sleep in
The moments where our eyes met their binocular view
You were there in front of me
Your heart, your body,
The soul i yearn to grasp
The beauty I can't stop my mind of thinking

Right there
Her pause of words inhaled my oxygen
The sound of her voice became my ringtone
Awakening the memory of love and heartbreak
She's there
I felt her, I touched her
She was the flower inside my lifeless garden

Right there
The look she wore that dark dreamy lovely night
Staring through my skin deep beneath me
Her face turned red and the sign left me clueless
I was enchanted
The brown eyes, white skin
The beauty that centuries forgotten to age

I was there
She was there
I held her soul from the heart her chest hid
I felt her and suddenly the flower blossomed between us
Her brown eyes became my view every morning
She became the sun inside my universe
The moon in nights like this
In this couch
I miss her in these good nights
But her nights are not the same like mine
No longer

Rise and fall the sound declares
Pouring the unspoken
The sigh blowing the whispers you never heard
Hardly not forgotten

Rise and fall it goes in your mouth
Running for a glimmer of shadow that you found in light
Hallowed by the feathers your unseen heart deployed

Rise and fall of the intense touch you felt in someones arm
The video game they put to shame
In all the never ending pain

Rise and fall i sow the seeds
Crawling beside the bedrock of weeds
Put together in a land of my veins
Bound for sweat and blood

Rise and fall i go
In the beginning i will never know
Rise and fall i go
In the future i will know

Rise and fall
Bouncing like a ball
Over the gravity i float
Rise and fall i rise
Escaping from all the tearful lies

Rise and fall
Just let the heart skip the beating
find your way to believing
After all we are living
And always remember the feeling

Just let it rise
And learn to fall

Before I go to sleep
I fake my tears into dreaming
Pulling the gun inside my head
Trigger the pain i suffered long past
Awakening the tormented last
I remember their faces again
They carved my soul into the night
They dashed my summer with snow
They reached the echoes of my voice
They Planted the seeds of unwanted harvest
Rotten in sweetness of the bitter heart
Drowned to water of sugar and salt

Seek it out
The day of light you walk by the night
The shadows i called upon the pit
Shallow as the wounds of defeat
Oh fainting in a line
Dancing in the forefront of mind

Before I go to sleep...
Seek it out..
The days of nightmare have long past
Throw the bullet
Keep the gun
The trigger will not harm anyone

Now i close my eyes
Let the memories bid goodbyes