Since the day I told you how I felt about you
How I have cursed myself,  wishing I hadn't done it..
And as the days pass by
Rarely do I get the courage to even talk to you anymore..
My heart trembles each time I look at your beautiful face
In the class whenever you sleep...
Lost in thoughts oh I am,dreaming about spending time with you.
And I know I am walking down a road of thorns,
for a flower that would never bloom.

Never expected this to happen,
Never in my wildest dreams that I would fall,
To a girl who isn't my Juliet .
It must have been the way you talk
or your sweet attitude,but whatever it was,
I know  this strange feeling grows stronger everyday.
And I know you don't want to hear this
But I love you  and all I want is,
to be with you in bliss.


Yet again  I am numb,
to think i had a chance with you,
oh I must be so dumb
I know I have to forget and let go,
But I would really like a chance,
So tell me what I should do, to hold your hands?

But the last time you said something
My mouth went dry
And my voice disappeared
So let me say this for once, I Love you,
But I love you more, so Goodbye.....

//starfishdiaries #1

I looked back a thousand times
And can't believe that you left me
Why can't you understand my pain
I don't know how to explain
I just don't know what I did wrong
I can't believe that your love is gone

You never told me these things you were feeling
You've broken my heart & I cant see it healing.
I hope that you're happy in all that you do
That my pain & my hurt YOU never go through.
You weren't just my lover but my best friend as well.
I gave you my all when in love I fell.
But now its all over, you just don't want me no more
Swept me out of your life like the dust on the floor.

It all feels like it was yesterday
You were here with me
And everything seems to be the same
If you want to re-live the great times we had
Just give me a ring, I'll be only too glad
-
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#thepigeonchronicles 2

I know I dont deserve you,
but my heart cant thriveanymore without you.
I know you fear all this,
but trust me love,I can make our lifes a bliss.

Everytime I see your face,
My heart beats like its in a race.
I dont know how to say,
but you seem to always make my day.

Your smile makes me go crazy,
your hair is as beautiful as a daisy.
COme with me my love,
Lets travel the world like a dove.

It seems hard to not be in your presence.
you're the one that gives me confidence.
It is your thought that makes me stay up all night
I'd do anything to win your love and I'm not leaving without a fight.

Oh!The beauty of your eyes,
extends beyond the skies.
I plead you dear,
Come with me without any fear.

I know if you choose us,
the path ahead will be very hard.
But together we can make through it easily.
Come lets get ready for the ceremony.

#thepigeonchronicles 1

Each and everything in my life is for you
Without you, I'd rather use a knife
and end my life
Each night as i dine
I'd prefer to be with you and have a glass of wine.
Rather than being alone
I would prefer you to be with me
to face the lonely cyclone.

When life leaves us blind,
love keeps up kind.
Your always on my mind

Without you things are not the same,
I've lost my game,
Lost my stride,
Be my bride
and come, lets go for a ride.
My life's just getting sore,
cause I loved you to the core.

Come back to me,
cause that's where you'd want to be

I'd rather end everything,
than wait for nothing.
I want to move on
but my heart just wants to hold on.

This aint a request,
Just a quest.
A quest for you, and only for you.
-RKJ

The feelings just keep coming back to me
like a tidal wave,
Promising me a smile.
I know I have to let it go
But it gives me a fake hope
that helps me cope.

I'm trying hard to be strong
but since I don't have you,
Its like a long wait in a queue.
Everything is just going so wrong...

You were the one to give me this first,
but now you've just left me alone in this mist.
I can't believe your feelings just went,
Oh! How hard I was trying not to make a dent.
All that struggle just vanished into thin air
and here I am in total despair.

Dear I never said you were hurting
You gave me everything
but one day you just stopped.
My heart popped.
All I wanted was to be yours.
Oh! How beautiful my life was before
Now its just getting sore.

I fear each tomorrow.
I know it'll bring me sorrow.
Cause you ain't by my side.
I never thought you'd be gone for so long
Without you,everything is going wrong...

How much do you want to punish?
You know my feelings can't just vanish.
I am ready to do anything
Should I move the mighty mountains?
Or take you to the great fountains?
Just tell me what you want
Instead of being so blunt.

You're my strength and my shield
Only to you ever shall my spirit yield.
I'll love you forever
Even if it means me going down the sewer.