The minute goes by while I wait
looking for something to do
this isn't new
I thought I could change looking at my life rearrange
but when every minute goes by
I feel like I must cry
They look at me saying I am ugly practically
they try to make me better put make up on to
every single thing I do doesn't work
every minute will stay the same
I don't expect it to rearrange
I take it I take it, it goes right though
But I don't expect anything from you

A promise is a promise don't say no
when you have a promise  that has to go
A promise is a promise don't ask why
when you make a promise for fill it until you die
when I see you I hound you so bad
I don't intend to make you mad
those who don't for fill there promise now
will not be able to die with a smile
the smile of a happy person whose promise is paid
that smile on there face will not be delayed
so make promises that you can keep make it well
unless you don't want to die with a smile.

You go behind my back as I am away
As you started to talk I chose to stay
You talk about me starting to feed lies
how could you try to make me cry
to save your self and leave me to rot
While I hide listening to you speak in pride
I can't believe what I see
A liar right in front of me
And I thought you could be my friend
forever until the end
You bit my back out you do it well
Now this back it already swollen
You made it swell so well
Chomping biting you think it taste well
Or do you just like to make my back swell.

A secret like different two
First I am one person then a new
Different personalities in different ways
I don't know who I am on some days
First I am happy than I am sad
First I am nice than I am bad
First I am cool them I am not
In a secret life I have a secret spot
I am two different people I have to say
I am not Rica Abul most of the way
In my life I am very goofy, different, but still fun
But in her life I am cool happy but done
With all other things in life poetry is all I care about then
It flips and flops like a hen
Do you have a secret life that no one can know
I do I am telling you so
I hide in the shadow but that's my light
The expression of poetry is my night
but no one knows but you
I do have another life too.