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Renae Aug 2014
I want you
I'm guarded
I want something real
I'm so cautious

I cannot go through
another heartbreak
another heartache
you'll tear me to pieces

To tiny shreds again
until I am nothing to
piece back together

I want you
...but trust...
right now
It's non existent
Trying to understand words I want to be true, words are just words right? I want to know it's all true, not just hear them from a distance...
Renae Aug 2014
I've always been dead really
A little too easy to forget
A little too hard to remember
Too unnoticeable to notice
Too quiet to complain
Renae Aug 2014
Body whimpers mind is dizzy
head throbbing
I'm falling
Exhausted from helplessness
Exhausted from trying
From others ignorance
From hearing lies
From the major abuse
Exhausted from crying
So exhausted
I feel like dying
Renae Jul 2014
Never ceases to amaze me how easily we'd
*self-destruct
Renae Jul 2014
I think the sky's been feeling like I do lately
It's been crying for days
Rumbling loudly crying out in agony
Covered in angry outbursts

I'm riding this marry go round called life
I'm trying to jump off but it's going so fast
round and round without end

Walking through a jungle of hidden truths
half stories; searching for something I cannot comprehend

Desperation sure as truth has a woman baffled at herself
Something to cure the sickness
Something to ease this pain
Not too deep, just enough to close the book
Renae Jul 2014
Lovers love lies
Renae Jul 2014
I was too nice to you
Always patiently waiting
Forgiving every mistake
Trying to
forget every outburst
Always hoping for you
Praying for you too
Wanting you
Loving you


Truth is

I was always...
just too good for you
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