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Mar 2016 Remmelt J Mastebroek

sick

Mar 2016 Remmelt J Mastebroek

Sannie

sick

Although my body may still be failing, I am trying my hardest to keep my mind on track.
I am better now, at least I am trying.

I just needed you here because of my body not because of my mind, but you don't seem to get that.
And here we go, starting another fight.

This time is different

Mar 2016 Remmelt J Mastebroek

toxic

Mar 2016 Remmelt J Mastebroek

Sannie

toxic

I don't know if I'm better off with or without you.
When I'm not with you, all I do is miss you. All I do is trying to connect with you in any way possible.

But when I'm finally with you, all I do is cry because I finally can.
Because I can finally show my feelings.

But lately you've become mad everytime I told you my feelings. Not when we're face to face, then you just hug me till it's over. But when I'm texting you or calling you, all you do is get upset because I tell you how I feel.

maybe we're toxic

Feb 2016 Remmelt J Mastebroek

Soul weight

Feb 2016 Remmelt J Mastebroek

Ivory Grace

Soul weight

My heart and eyes are heavy yet my soul is somewhere else trying to fly

I don't know how I feel

Feb 2016 Remmelt J Mastebroek

Cold

Feb 2016 Remmelt J Mastebroek

Liz And Lilacs

Cold

My dad used to tell me
"You can't be a robot and
hide your feelings forever."
But it didn't stop me from trying.
Someone else told me
"You're gonna catch a cold
from the ice in your soul."
Looks like I succeeded at
hiding my feelings.

Feb 2016 Remmelt J Mastebroek

found

Feb 2016 Remmelt J Mastebroek

Thomas P Owens Sr

found

I have found my place
where I wish to return
again
and again
where the wind dances along the swells
then lands upon you with the gentle
yet powerful crash of the wave
again
and again
where the Sun says so much more upon it's departure

God knew that this is where we would come
to see him
to know him
to understand that beauty like this was intended
I am lost in my awakened dream
these outer thoughts
these outer visions
these Outer Banks

Feb 2016 Remmelt J Mastebroek

Happiness

Feb 2016 Remmelt J Mastebroek

Heather Rose

Happiness

Does anyone really know what the true meaning of happiness is?
Because I don't.
Sometimes I feel like I'm happy, but then that gets taken from me.
Almost like you get caught up in the moment and you can't see straight.
What does happiness mean?
Happiness is the state of being happy.
Gives you pleasure, makes you content, you are satisfied.
But why doesn't that happiness stay with you?
Why are you afraid to remain happy?
Is it because you know that someone will go wrong so you're scared?
Or is it because no matter what you do, you feel like you're not good enough?
Which is it?
Explore your happiness.
Get lost in the moment.
Don't take anything for granted.
Make memories.
Laugh until you cry.
Love with every inch of your body.
Be passionate about what makes you happy.
Don't give up on your dreams.
Be reckless.
Be free.
Just find your happiness.
No matter what.
Be happy.
Live your life to the fullest.
With no regrets or take backs.
Just be happy.