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138 · Nov 2015
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R Nov 2015
but I do.
138 · Oct 2015
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R Oct 2015
my mind stumbles till it can hear your voice again; i can't hear you when i'm drowning in the world instead of you
b
once again, get out
(but also, please stay)
138 · May 2015
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R May 2015
You're lucky, at least you have someone. Most of us have no one at all.
You win some, you lose some, I suppose.
Back to the drawing board.
138 · Nov 2015
This summer
R Nov 2015
You lied when you said it would make me sad.
138 · May 2015
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R May 2015
and if you loved others with at least an ounce of love that you have for yourself, then maybe you wouldn't be so confused when everyone is gone.
You sure love to use people, don't you?
137 · May 2015
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R May 2015
I'm tired of thinking of before, I want to know what happens after.
Same old story. Again and again.
Wrote this in March, thought I'd share it.
I didn't think I'd stay alive till may, but here I am.
137 · Oct 2015
B
R Oct 2015
B
you sit across from me
and you try to rub your leg against my own like
we normally would do
but today I cannot look at you
I cannot speak to you
and I wish I didn't have to do this
because I miss you and
maybe I shouldn't miss you
but I do and I'm sorry.
I can't let this go on because I'm so scared that
I'll hurt you and that is the last thing I'd ever want to do.
So for now, I will let you go.
I'm so sorry.
God, I miss you B.
Maybe it doesn't even matter to you, but sitting across from you is so hard. You keep trying to get my attention...I'm sorry, I just don't want to hurt you.
136 · Jun 2015
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R Jun 2015
you're burning me to my core
i don't think i can take it anymore
135 · Mar 2013
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R Mar 2013
Forever falling
Slowly drifting
My senses fail.
Down
            Down
                        Down
Where am I?
135 · May 2015
Take me away
R May 2015
I asked him to take me away,
let's go around the world, you and I.
It would be wonderful, I promise.
We could hold hands under the stars,
And talk all night long.
And you could tell me the darkness
That lies behind your deep blue eyes.
There would be nothing to stop us now,
We would only be slaves to time,
But even then we wouldn't be.
For we would have all the time in the world,
To understand each other fully.
d
I already know his darkest secrets, but what about the good ones? The ones that make him smile, the ones from his childhood? I want memories of a little boy playing in the water, or asking for his mothers help to make a sandcastle? Maybe him telling me of the first time he went on a date, or had his first kiss? Maybe I just want to know what he thinks about at night, because I don't care if it's me. I just want to know. He has become so dearly special to me, and I truly miss him so much. If anyone is my best friend, it is him.
135 · Mar 2015
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R Mar 2015
you're not what I need anymore,
because why would I need someone who
hurts me constantly?
Don't put yourself through anymore pain than is necessary. You're all worth so much more.
135 · May 2015
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R May 2015
"if I could put it into better words, I would... I love love love you."
135 · Mar 2015
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R Mar 2015
which one hurt the most:
hiding behind your tears or ripping your heart from your sleeve?
I am untouchable now.
134 · May 2015
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R May 2015
And I dont want your past, for I can barely take my own.
I'm sorry, I just can't.
134 · May 2015
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R May 2015
Can you feel it too?
134 · May 2015
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R May 2015
it was never about you?
134 · Apr 2015
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R Apr 2015
I will put these feelings beside
and I will let nature take its course.
134 · Jun 2015
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R Jun 2015
i'm worried i won't make it, i'm worried i can't take it.
i just can't keep hanging on, and i don't think i will for long.
134 · Sep 2015
8w
R Sep 2015
8w
And whatever this is, I've never known it.
Am I afraid? Yes.
But only because I don't know what's to come.
134 · Sep 2015
5w
R Sep 2015
5w
So...is this the end?
Probably.
134 · Sep 2015
5w
R Sep 2015
5w
It's okay, I did too.
133 · Sep 2015
11:37pm
R Sep 2015
"I wake up to your voice and I fall asleep to it as well. I could say that just by that little bit of information that I absolutely love talking to you. I couldn't ask for a better way to start and end my day, Rachel."
It's not a bad way to start and end mine either, dork.
133 · Apr 2015
Totus tuus
R Apr 2015
and I am completely yours, my God.
133 · May 2015
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R May 2015
what gives you the idea that I could ever do that?
I cherish you more than you'd ever know.
I've kept everything.
I'm not heartless, dear.
133 · Apr 2015
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R Apr 2015
and I'm very bold, very bold indeed.
Hmm
132 · May 2015
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R May 2015
and it was when we were starting to lose each other that I started to find myself.
132 · Sep 2015
5w
R Sep 2015
5w
you make it so easy.
132 · Sep 2015
B
R Sep 2015
B
I'm doing what I should've done with her. I'm going to protect you from myself, so I'm saying goodbye. I'm sorry.
I don't want to hurt you, I'm falling into my depression again and I don't want you to get hurt. Please understand. I have to say goodbye, I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry.  But I'm doing this so I don't hurt you in the end.
131 · May 2015
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R May 2015
I was too nervous
131 · May 2015
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R May 2015
It's been two months since you left,
and while these past two months have been hell
I'm still alive
And I'm still growing.
That must mean something,
Right?
130 · Mar 2015
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R Mar 2015
If you're happier without me, then I'll go.
Guess I'll find out sooner or later.
Being friends will take awhile though. But I would love to rekindle the friendship flame. We were just friends before, surely we could do it again. Right?
Closure will come soon enough.
130 · Mar 2015
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R Mar 2015
what does this have to do with anything?
130 · May 2015
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R May 2015
dig the dagger a little bit deeper, *i promise it doesn't hurt that much.
129 · May 2015
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R May 2015
and I keep trying to think of ways to say hello, but they all end in goodbye, *so what's the point?
it's my note
129 · May 2015
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R May 2015
I never was the best dancer, but with you I felt like I could've been.
Want to know a secret? I'd ask to practice with my stepdad whenever I could in February to get ready for prom with you so I wouldn't embarrass myself.
Didn't know I was never going to get to use it.
Maybe one day, though.
129 · May 2015
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R May 2015
and I want to feel your lips on mine; they're so divine, *so divine
128 · Mar 2015
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R Mar 2015
and somehow after all of these years, you still know me better than everyone around me.
i cherish that so much.
more good news: I've lost 10 pounds.
128 · Oct 2015
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do you think i can be so easily beaten?
*think again
128 · May 2015
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R May 2015
I will not let my sadness get the best of me. *I will win again.
I can do this.
128 · Jun 2015
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i still continue to fall to my knees for you, even though i know you won't be there to help me up.
127 · Apr 2015
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R Apr 2015
looking and saying are very different things
you may be able to do one, but certainly not the other
what would you have said worth listening to anyways? I know you would've yelled. I wasted my time in there and so did you. I'm ready whenever you are, but it would seem that you aren't.
127 · May 2015
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R May 2015
and I want to travel far away, because then maybe I'll be able get you out of my head as I get out of my own.
I'm going to Greece next summer, and most likely Spain this summer. I need to get out of here.
127 · Apr 2015
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R Apr 2015
The Stars talk to me from behind the clouds, but they only tell me bad things now.
126 · Mar 2015
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R Mar 2015
It's all I want.
126 · May 2015
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R May 2015
I used to write "I love you's" with my tongue down your spine, in hopes that you would know the love I possessed for you until the end of time.
126 · May 2015
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R May 2015
I wrote poems in your skin with my lips. It's not fair that someone else gets to read them with their lips now.
126 · May 2015
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It's okay though, we didn't get to do a lot of things.
It's not that obvious to me
126 · May 2015
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R May 2015
How could I get you to listen? To hear my pleas? *Will I have to sing those, too?
125 · Apr 2015
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I was too afraid to admit it to myself, but not anymore
I can still see the scars, they keep calling me and telling me to visit them again. I'm learning to say no, I'm too happy for this ****.
125 · Oct 2015
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R Oct 2015
i keep wanting to tell you what i think about this, but instead i keep quiet so i don't ruin anything else in my life
ugh
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