Cuddling up with my cat and just ate sushi and am now watching Pride and Prejudice... I feel like I'm turning into my teacher, Mrs. B. Still slightly sad, but not like I was earlier. Thank God for my sister who came over and made me in a much more joyous mood. The rain is so wonderful....

I love church and my pastor and I love this. I love you, God. I feel like I don't say it enough.

You have your own shelf.

I've been going to sleep very early the past few days, which is wonderful.

Sigh, I miss him terribly.

I wish I could, but I'm constantly reminded

ugh

I'm in awe of you, I owe all to you

I'm doing everything I can to not relapse.

I'm not sure what I'm writing about anymore

I just got roasted so badly, it was great

not two meals a day anymore, I can't handle it.

yikes

I'm suffocating

funny how everything's changed
listen to The Worst//Jhené Aiko

****
Not like "****" bad but
Like "**** okay I'm so happy rn and idk how to handle myself"

Don't say that you're sorry for breaking every inch of my heart

good

I remember the feeling of a blade across my skin, but when was the last time I was held with love in mind?