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125 · Apr 2015
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and even on my weakest days im still getting stronger.
Cuddling up with my cat and just ate sushi and am now watching Pride and Prejudice... I feel like I'm turning into my teacher, Mrs. B. Still slightly sad, but not like I was earlier. Thank God for my sister who came over and made me in a much more joyous mood. The rain is so wonderful....
124 · May 2015
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and I realized that I didn't need a last dance with you. you never gave me one in the first place. All I ever truly needed was myself.
124 · Oct 2015
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i keep myself constantly busy in fear that if I'm not, then my mind will wander till it gets back to thinking about you
b
get out get out get out get out get out
(please stay)
123 · Apr 2015
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I miss you terribly...*when are you going to come back?
Sigh, I miss him terribly.
123 · Oct 2015
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You look at me and my dormant heart beats once again at the sight of you.
123 · Sep 2015
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I'm sorry, but I do not think that I can keep this promise anymore,
122 · Nov 2015
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he said I've been through worse things than you
I just never realized that it was true.
funny how everything's changed
listen to The Worst//Jhené Aiko
122 · May 2015
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I say I'll do it every night and yet I still wake up in the morning.
Maybe I know deep down inside that I'm meant to be alive.
121 · Apr 2015
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and there are times when it seems like things are falling apart, when really they are just falling into place.
I love church and my pastor and I love this. I love you, God. I feel like I don't say it enough.
121 · May 2015
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I don't want this to become a sickness too, I already have far too many of those.
120 · Apr 2015
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and I want to whisper your name against your neck, but would you let me?
120 · May 2015
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It would not be an act of courage, it would be an act of suicide.
I've been going to sleep very early the past few days, which is wonderful.
119 · May 2015
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I had my face in between your legs and you could see so much more than the sadness you are faced with now.
I'm not sure what I'm writing about anymore
119 · Apr 2015
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and how could I ever forget?
I wish I could, but I'm constantly reminded
119 · May 2015
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I'm afraid that if I were to burn them, I'd throw my body in the flames as well.
You have your own shelf.
118 · Nov 2015
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It addresses everything in the letter.
It says everything.
118 · Sep 2015
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And it is always when I doubt you that I feel your presence wash over me like a wave upon a shoreline.
I'm in awe of you, I owe all to you
117 · Apr 2015
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guess that makes two of us
I'm doing everything I can to not relapse.
117 · May 2015
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I am **burning
I just got roasted so badly, it was great
117 · Nov 2015
end of the day
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i'm gonna follow my heart





*(even though it'll break)
end of the day//one direction
116 · Sep 2015
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does it count as self-harm if I'm already dead?
yikes
115 · Sep 2015
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You got what you wanted
Congrats
114 · Aug 2015
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what is going on?
****
Not like "****" bad but
Like "**** okay I'm so happy rn and idk how to handle myself"
112 · Apr 2015
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eating would be easier if it didn't make me sick
not two meals a day anymore, I can't handle it.
111 · Apr 2015
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and I think my time on this earth has run its course as well
I'm suffocating
110 · May 2015
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I love you, but I'm not in love with you. **There is a difference.
Don't say that you're sorry for breaking every inch of my heart
106 · Oct 2015
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Today you said my name,
but only to give back what was mine.
**** this
How can a CD smell like someone?
104 · Apr 2015
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all the parts of me that were you are gone now.
good
104 · Apr 2015
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I'd be lying if I said I dream at night anymore. There seems to be nothing worth dreaming about anymore, not even California. So I just lay there until my breathing slows and I eventually tire from my own restless mind.
102 · May 2015
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Where did you come from?
101 · Apr 2015
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and how many poems have I written, but I cannot seem to post?
I remember the feeling of a blade across my skin, but when was the last time I was held with love in mind?
100 · Nov 2015
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It doesn't matter what time of day it is anymore; I'm a dead man walking.
93 · Sep 2015
1:26am
R Sep 2015
"you've said a lot of things that nobody has ever noticed about me and that makes me understand what you see in me."

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