Everything gets worse at night

My heart aches that you won't share your pain and the source of it with me.

i just want him to dance with me, all throughout the night.
to tell me that I'm lovely, and that I'm worth the fight.

Let's move on.

"I love the man that can smile in trouble, that can gather strength from distress, and grow brave by reflection."

things may have changed, but my darling, we're still the same

and in our very essence, we are very good.
It is a heresy to believe otherwise.

When you think about it, no one’s beliefs sound any more ridiculous than anyone else’s.

you've broken another promise,
but i guess it wasn't important enough to keep it
once again.
guess i wasn't important enough,
huh?

You never could keep your word

I don't want to hold you down.

and I don't need you, I don't need you, I don't need you, but I still want you

is it a coincidence?

and I keep telling myself that if I stay one more day, things will get better.

I'm starting to believe that real love is just a myth, and I think that's quite a dangerous thought.

I changed everything I could, and yet it all still reminds me of *you.

and she said she saw something different in my eyes, some kind of boldness that has never been there before. And I wouldn't disagree at all. Something feels different. I just can't quite put my finger on it...

now its his birds that wake me up in the morning

you've got a fire inside, but your heart is so cold.

and I do not belong in this body, at least not most of the time.

And I'm scared because the last thing I want to do is to hurt you.

and I fell into her arms and wept, but not for long. There was too much to laugh about before she was gone.

It's been almost two years
Since the first time you came by

I just wish that it wasn't this way.

just let me kiss you again, let me show you why I'm the girl for you.

breathe into my neck again
i swear this is fine

the only thing he ate was my heart.

I want nothing more than to be your friend.

i will not burn for those who don't love me anymore.
i picked up my bags, i lit a match, and i slammed the door.

everyone seems so confused
trust me, i am too.

if it would've been summer then things would've been easier

You dug my grave and buried me alive, do you realize that?

i cannot think of
a forever where i am
always put down, luv.

If it's true,
I'm not sure that I
can look at you the
same.

For someone who says
they do not judge,
you sure as hell
can judge your
best friend.

I really hope it's not true.

everything can change in a moment, I can only wish to burn now

i'd love to die but
i'd also just love to be loved.
guess i'll wait a little while longer
for things to get better.

and I thought you were different, *but you're not so different afterall

and last night was one of the best nights in my entire  life. I've never felt so unstoppable and confident before. I felt happy.

you're the only thing in my life that feels truly right, right now.
i just hope I'm not wrong and
everything goes wrong
again.

he deserves the best...he deserves everything in this known universe.

In my dream I'm
holding your hand in class again and
we go over to study at your house and
next thing I know we're on your bed and
then we're both asleep in each other's arms.
Nothing more happened in my dream,
except for the fact that when I woke up in your arms you
pulled me closer, rubbed your nose against mine, and then you
gently kissed my lips.

This dream is all it is--a dream. It will never happen,
but I can't seem to help my mind from wandering.

My palm says I'm prone to letting others control my life, and I think it's time to change that destiny of mine.

And I hate calling you beautiful, because you're so much more than that.

do you really believe you're ready?
do you really believe that I am?

and the pain i feel physically can never amount to the pain i feel on the inside.

and I was tired of being blind, that's why I cannot look.

I want nothing more than to die, but I'm already a walking corpse.