Break inside my pressured mind
Chilling heavily without gravity
Overnight I will sleep
Yes I try to sleep
With pills of your dreams

Yes I am a  human being now, not zombie
But vampires of blood pressure
Pumping unnecessary my necessary heart

Almost I am dead
To be very true
Relax, I am not kidding
Your vampiring kiss can rejuvenate me
To be honest
Then
Probably I will live...once full moon
Cheers!!
Look outside the beauty of moon
Crescently awaken
..
...

Waves of weathering loneliness
Thinking in cup of love
Coffee smiles...


Amplifying colors
Beautiful brewing weeds of imagination
Twisting a lone walk....

Fire in sky height
Adjusting a couple of rainbows
Ice melting...
Desires vaporizing...

Clear sky...
Perennial love
Let's dive

...

Much needed sleep
A green tea and shade of balcony
a sip and sun little rays...
Calmingly looking sun and outer ambience
Wide the sky...
Azure and full of vastness and possibilities...

Thinking...with another sip...
Speaking nothing...just watching beauty of vastness loveliness...
Cheers!!!

till night sleep

Dreaming
...
Lavender
Fushia and tulip
going to latent mountains
dreaming bluebirds
above the sky
Very high
Aloft
Soft
O'er
...
...

Palke chupaa lo
Mein sharabi dhoondta
Chand ki tarah
Nazar ke saamne
Nazar se dur...
Wadiya...
Aur
Aadha sach
Mein dekhta nadiyaan ke os paar
....

.

Daffodil smiles while
Snakes laughing
and snowflakes...kissing trees...

A shadow dancing...
Sun is about to come...
Will turns tanning...

Preprocessor in mind
Looking for heat

Melting snows...
And puff of smokes..
Chilling wine...
Cheers!!!

Morning birds
Singing in my mind
Still I am sleeping...
From the deck of my will
Probably in two minds
Unparalleled reality
Cold waves sooo cold
Freezing my soul...
Still I am sleeping...

A sudden silken tresses
Fragrantly a love kiss
Awaken...while watching lovely
  sweet smile!!

Walking distance
Road nearby
Just pondering innocently
Eyes in pain...
A lot of tussle in brain
And to be very there was no rain
A person watching me said what you have gain..
Beauty of thoughts in artificial stain
His mind was in search for grain
But I am unable to judge true emotions as it is vanishing n fading like sand sculpture in rain


Many Colors ones have

What is true Colors?
Emotions are now become a market of personal gain...a kind of pyscho poison entering anytime...

Can't judge anyone...in multiple meeting also...

Is he a beggar? Or pretending to be a beggar or a situation turns him to do so with true or false emotions..
Just pondering...over possibilities...

But difficult to help truly to true emotion as doubts comes whether his or her emotions is true or just false construction
.. As seen many betrayal of false emotions... earlier...

So heart wanted to help, but can't help



.

.

Apne paraye hum bhul ke aaye
Naseeb se aankhein pherte hue
Jaan ke anjaan hote hue...
Khud se hi dur hote hue...
Ek nayi raah me doobe
par Dard e pagalpan me khud Ko
Tabaah kya khud Ko...
Bin piye maikhane me behek Gaye
Dooriyaan hue
Ankhon me boond
Wajah e tanhai
Dur dur tak phirte ...
Ghootan si bebasi
Jaise ki waqt
Shayad bahot Kam **
Aur..
Paani me behti
Bahot si
Bewaqt ki sachi kahaniyaan
...

Daru aur dard
aansoo
Paani Paani sa lage
Dono hi pagalpan kaa sabab hote
par halat e waqt pe mujhe yunhi rehne do..
Shayad kal ** Na **
...

.

Teri yaad
Aur
Waqt ka kasoor

Beet jayenge
Lamhe
Par yaad rahenge
Woh baatein
Woh barasate
...

kaisi hai yeh udaasi
mile toh bhi
na mile toh bhi
zindagi ke safar me
dard e ishq ki wajah se
chup chupke
chhupte rahe
aur phir raakh ** gaye
dard e boond judaai se

waqt beeta
phir waqt beeta
aur raakh e dard me
doobe ek jhil si aankhon me
shayad zinda ya phir jashn e raakh ** gaye

ab sochte hi nahi
ki kal kya hoga
aaj me hi kal ko dhoond ne ki khwaashish na dekhte
sirf aaj ...  thaand e pagal
aawaara burf ki chadar ko choomte
bebasi tanhai ko thodi der ke liye alwida kehte....

Covering a beautifying mole
Fushia of desires
Looking
.
.
.

Extreme
Resonance in heart
Twisting smiles
Broken desires
Never back down
Go
Go
Carry a new start
Failure or success
Don't think
Journey of materialistic reality
And spiritual well being in mind
Move on...
Move on...

In the dilemmas of mudpot
Water snow meet a melting smiles
Rocky rocks pebbles
Sitting together
Kissing soothingly
Nice flow of time and space
Watching waves...
Vibrantly
....
..

Beauty within...
Yet,
A choking fear horrifying...
.
.
.

Can we meet in dreams??
If you wish not in reality
Over the cup of breezing love...
Undefined panaromic gliding kisses
We elope in dreams
Miles and miles we are apart...
Miles and miles we are near...
Are you drinking magic mocha?
So am I!

Stars sparks
Opaque sunlight
Window closed

Negative energy
Surrounding like a waves
Feathers clipped

Imagination blocked
Rolling n falling
Wrapped unheard

Silence walk
Rupturing own will
Clustering weekness



..
.

A lawn ...
Singing  love...
In depth of retreat...
Retrospect a cup of sweet time..
Your carefree gliding wish...
Dancing over the roof
A rain...and you...
Probably ...in love...yes we..?

You're welcome
Middle of junction
Pleasurable meeting
Lovable greeting
Singing ..
Gaps of negative vibs disappearing

Darkness...
Starks...
Don't lie
I know
.
.
.
Yet
You sleep with sleeping pills ...
Through sleeping pills....
Like a frozen glass out of Windows


Open the windows of dreams  streams...of love, I will fill..

Flowers ...
And
Bed of roses...
Like a charming...
Let's fall in love...
Like a sweet venom...
Let's kiss , throw the depression...
Fill the anxiety ... Just love...
Forget everything else...
...

.
.
.

Mist of thoughts
Enjoying recklessly
Lavishly kissed a fever
Body n mind
In possibilities of conflict
Rest or work...?
What to prefer... again...
Till a silence moved in my eyes...
Deciphering nothing...
May be a beautiful vain...









Dark smoking...
Ash n tea cup
One by one...
...warming throats...Little extra...

Fear silence
Murmuring within
Soul in deep soil
Levelling sorrow
Heart beats
uneven Pumping
Accumulation n flow
Flowers bloomingly
Withering mind turmoil
Turtling fear silencing sleep
Limitations of body n soul
Streams of stretching repulsion
Greedy mind
Quenching drop
Getting red


...

Moving away from my own way
Away a beam of delight
Where is fox and light
Sun so  White
Beauty mesmerize
Cheers to glow
Where there is no honking horn ...
And greenery and vegetation on
So...
Let's get ready...
Two tickets in hand
A few cup of poem in wind
Hallucinations wings
Cheers!!!

Underneath red snow
Heated floor... gripping flood
Bleeding heart
Heartless sanddunes
Pinching dramatic
Falling
....

With pin drop
Silence
.
.

In my way,outskirts garden
I looked you..
Gazing

Yours smiling face
And glitter in your eyes
Mesmerising me like a golden pearl

Diamonds in yours teeth...
Glittering beauty like a tornedo of love
Attracting crazily like deep mirage
Moved to the next adventure

Eyes to eyes
Revealed
..
..
..
..
..


expected possibilities
Again...we looked each other
Smiling...and watching eavh other
like a slow movie laugh...
Popcorns in mind
Popped out
Another movie begins!!!
...
.

Stuffs and puffs
Wisely wine kisses and piano ringing whisky
Chilling beer

Buoyancy absurdly
Looking mirror and smile
Rocket of thoughts
Mesmerizing

Eternal sunshine  around the trees
dancing lilies and wildflowers
engaging a gazing look
rejoicing
rolling
two rocks
at night moonshine
and whistle of near lake wolf
Werewolf and Vampire appears larking
Mind
whispers
to             know
the                    truth
behind       the         beauty
cruel                                 eyes
sparrow
curdling                                    lies
still,
I  
walk  
curiously
crossing   lines
like   a   spotless    brain
consuming         some        wine
Blueberries                                     beauty
alluring, silent                        cats
Blazing        fire, and      orange         shadows
magnetizing      crystals     of     lakeside, then  shuddering
Black magic and witches dilemma
haunting wild roses and
crocodile eyes
visible
with
black
moonlight
before hunting spark
Sun rays appear I saw myself in crocodile paradise

Magically
and     tragically
no       soils  , I      found
All                surfaces            were
made          up             of                 crocodile

It's all crocodile
                      It's all crocodile
                                    It's all crocodile

I shouted
At 5 AM

My  mind is not in my gear
My  mind is not in my gear

I
started crazy
impromptu moonwalk
disappeared, compromising  nightmare
double-clutch   to   unnatural   dream   forest


Alarm
vibrating            vibrating
Alarm

stillness
remains, eyes open
forest dilemma remains
existing the unexisted in dreams still...
shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
...

Deliciously
Swimming in parlor of forest
Drinking winely breezes
...

Smilingly cheering
Dark azure snow... miracles in the future frames of thou heart...
Walking unknown distance
Quenching thirst of will...

Looking at the shop
Prolong looking
Wanting everything
Desires rises...
Attractions...
Cheers to attractive
Eye catching
Comforts
!!

Closed the eyes
For a while
Changed
next
window
location
...
..
.
Again
...
..
.

After dinner, a rest...is more than sufficient...mind speaks
Desires and necessity...
And the world of market...
Humans interdependent with the chains ...of comfort
Level by level
After all
Life icing with luxuries

Then mind speaks
Ice your mind
Relax
Cheers to beauty of mind

Pleasure of mind
Or
Pleasure of body
...!!!

Now dreaming
Over the quest of self
Other possibilities

Another mind told

What is darkness..

Is it absence of light???

I am in my darkness
Under my own Halo's
No one can see,
except me
Or
Not me
....

Just thinking
Fall asleep...
Keep a beau..of life...
Relaxed wine
...

A touch of lime
Wine n wonderful time
Is weekend nearby.
..
..

It's evening
I am waiting for cup of coffee or tea...

In the block of loneliness...
Late dawn to dusk...
Bed tea dreams...


Woke up
Late monotonously
Without love

Few ice cubes...
Wine ...and dreaming love...
Wine replaced tea....

Drinks and drinks....
Thinking if she would be here...
My habits would have changed, I hope so...

...
..
.

In the bottle of park
Fire in my heart
Cool breezes...
Easing music...
Pendulum clock

To n fro...
Like break of silent ice
Wonderful wine and kissing wise...
...
..
.

Smoking cigarette
Continuously turmoils
Kissing dry leaf's...
Scattering n falling
Cup of love
If you wish...
Wish for me
O love
...

In the sandwich swimming pool
Night and day gone
While simply watching
Possibility of waves...
Drunken over a peg of beauty
Wind fall
And wake up in different dreams

Mein Teri khwaab vich
Soya ek kinaare bina deewar ke
Ek gehri neend

Bas neend me dobara...ek khyaal
Aur khyaalon me woh baatein...
Woh lamhe....

Phir se...
Ek aag si woh tanha raatein
Neend me woh barbarte baatein
Khud se bechain Dil..
Sapne me milta hua..
Khuch kehte hue..
Osse Mila...
Aur Laga ki woh bhi utni hi tanha..
Phir kya wajah...
Phir kya wajah...

Ghumsum gumsum..
Phir osse Dhoop ki ek palak
Aur mein jaaga.....
Aur oski yaad me...
Parvato ki gehraiyon...
Me doob Gaya...
Najane phir se...

A sudden wind fall
Peg of dream
Wake up
Evening sun set
Close look
N
Last night hallucinations
Still woke up
...

Beautiful leafs
A song above terracely stars
Sparkling...
Lights of love!!!

Kaise kaise kaise
Teri yaad me
Mein tadapta
Waise waise waise

Wajah jaise ki
Jo bhi **
Pyar aur jakham

Ghum e shayari ** tum
Khafa khafa se hum
Chand aur Suraj ki tarah...
Roz me Dekhu...
Keval tum tum tum

Subhah subhah..
Raat e raat ek  dillagi si
Woh na Jane Kanha...
Aur mein phirta rehta hu
Yanha wanha...najane Kanha Kanha...
Maikhane...me ghulmila ab me tere bin
...
..
..
.

.

..
...
..

Tum yaad na karo
Itna, ki mein pagal deewana
Tere pyaar me doob jaun...
Haan teri ishq ki boond e tanha
Mein dhoondhu tumhe har tarfa
Kidhar kidhar har dafaa!
..

Teri yaad me
Teri yaad
Kis raaste mein chala
mein dhoondhne laga
Ose har pankh me
Meri nazar me woh...
Kya mein bhi oski nazar me?
Mein sochne laga...
Aur shaam dhal gayi..
Ek aur...

Kya baat
Ab keval Teri hi yaad
Har baat
Ab keval Teri hi yaad
Kya baat
Kya baat

Ab dooba mein Puri sharaab....

Mein Teri yaad me
Jee raha hu pal pal din geente geente
Gali gali bas yaad me tere
Ghumti hui Teri nazar meri nazron se aa mili
Ek kahani ulaajh gayi...
Aur mein khwaab me bhi ab sharaab pine laga
....

...

Kya baat
Ab keval Teri hi yaad
Har baat
Ab keval Teri hi yaad
Kya baat
Kya baat

Ab dooba mein Puri sharaab....

Thoda Tum yaad karoge
Thoda hum yaad karenge
Isi me beet jayegi yeh zindagi
Khuch lamhe aur lamhe lamho me
Bas ek kahani se dusri kahani
Jurd jaati hai is sundar si duniya me
.


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