The noise is deafening
It's compelling waves lead me my mind elsewhere
My eyes see images of something I do not want to feel
When I block out the noise, I feel myself again.

-m

The sound of the rain hitting the ground
So delicately serene it is
My body is overcome with sensation of tranquility
So quiet that I can feel myself breathe
The breath expelling me is not just a physical awareness
But an embracement of my own vitality
The rain reminds me of meaning
Something that is easy to forget

-m

We fall like snow in the sky
Helpless and forlorn
Melting into the earth
The next day we fall again

In the middle of the ocean
Looking at the sun
No one around me
I can hear myself think
Feeling nothing but reconciliation with myself
The air is flowing through my lungs
I am free

-m

In the summer I was taken away
By your words and your irresistible touch
Who I was could have been tucked away until winter
all I needed was to be captivated by you

Winter came and the snow began to fall
You ran away
Avoiding any pain you could feel
I stood in the blizzard waiting for it to end
Watching you run away
I mourn to ever letting the blizzard affect me

-m

he stands behind her

         she is watching the blue sky

but he cannot fly

don’t judge others because they sin

eat me slowly with your kisses

Minutes become hours,
hours form into days.
Days become useless as
I just wait and wait to hear
and see,
feel and touch,
laugh and cry with the people
I love.
Times change and so do others.
I have declared myself growing with
the room that is there.
Feedback is only said once.
Careful what you say,
maturity has no give and take,
it is a commitment.
I waited so long,
I am not dragging my feet anymore.
These jobs are playing hard to get
no matter how I feel comfortable
applying.
These people I love will have no
reason to play hard to get.
I am growing into an adult.
OH MY GOD,
it is coming.
Where will I be?
What am I going to do?
Do you agree this is what I am good at?
Will you still love me even if my mistakes and flaws
don't give you an opportunity to yell at me,
tell  me what to do,
lecture me,
and be superior?
Now look who is playing
hard to get.
Nobody gets
anymore excuses
from me.
Hello there.