I've been blessed to be seen
and I've been blessed to be heard..
but the blessing was not seen...
at first it was only heard....

I've been Contemplating on what to write..
What i really have to say..
I've been Stayin up late at night...Thinking of the next day...
Contemplatiing what to write..
what I really want to say...
What way is living right...What is the other way..
Contemplating what to write...
What do I need to say...
My mind is in a constant fight...the pros and cons in play...
Contemplating what to write...
What I never want to say...
Stay away from the light...Cuz that is where I choose to stay...
Contemplating what to write...
Words I shouldn't say...
why aren't you in my sight...Why did You take my May..
Contemplating what to write...What to write,what to say...

I've been Contemplating on what to write..
What i really have to say..
I've been Stayin up late at night...Thinking of the next day...
Contemplatiing what to write..
what I really want to say...
What way is living right...What is the other way..
Contemplating what to write...
What do I need to say...
My mind is in a constant fight...the pros and cons in play...
Contemplating what to write...
What I never want to say...
Stay away from the light...Cuz that is where I choose to stay...
Contemplating what to write...
Words I shouldn't say...
why aren't you in my sight...Why did You take my May..
Contemplating what to write...What to write,what to say...

"hey dad,
I know you'll probably never see this...
because I never showed you...
not like you asked...
but this is what I do...
You have told me things I don't really remember but you have shown me somethings..
that I never want to do..
and for that I say
Thank you "

Have you ever seen a raoch
that thinks it is a butterfly
golden in color
bold in nature
Not scared to fly.....

But you want it to die...
So
Which will you be
A Dreamer...
or
A Killer...

only one is predicted live forever.

They can't destroy the memories
but
Future demolishes the museum!!

Snap!

And just like that...

all my words are gone...

Im just a
letter
in
a
very long
creative story!!...

I write to someone  
But I am absolutely No
One.....

With he who is wise
Comes much sorrow
to bare....

Right Now
"Because saying tomorrow takes a lot of faith!!!"

Well that's always what you tell a puppet...
Someone one that you use ..
I mean Make me feel like I'm nothing without you...
use me and abuse...
Say there no strings attached one more time...
Cuz I can feel your hand up my behind...

opening                and              closing....

s­peaking gibber jabber..
see to you everything's fine ..
but I can feel something is the matter..
but I can't move
this bond is way too strong...
I heard of Pinocchio and some brotha named Geppetto...
but i'm not made of wood..
I'm flesh and bones
so i know this act can't be good...
put your smile upon my face ...
the voice to all my reason...
The cries that echo on...
even when no one sees them...

so you can make it seem like this all cute and funny...
But through your definition of love and connection
you forgot to mention I'm your dummy...