On my knees at the altar...the altar of the corner of which way, and no way...I fell...too tired to walk,too beaten to stand...I was at the moment when Rocky went down..that moment when meteor man lost his powers I was defenseless..by myself I just needed help..So I looked to the sky..and rain began to fall..gently on my face...I prayed...For an answer...for a guidance..I prayed for a peace...and strength not rest but strength to continue on....and the more I prayed the heavier the rain...It washed my tears... cleaned my wounds..the blood was washed away and my cuts were soothed...I prayed for a better day.. for all who would pass my way, I prayed... for wisdom to change the things I had caused to go awry...I prayed for people who have past where I am laid on the street and died before the win!! I prayed!! And the storm passed over!! And the sun began to rise...and a new day began...as I stood and walked 1000 more miles...

World, You are still so round..
The depths of you are encased...
I dug through and reached daylight...
If flat I would have died...
Heaven, You're just a perfect belief
Way Past this cold darkened Space...

Girl you know I'm lost ...Lost in the thrill of it all...
and I was laying with Delilah..when she cut off my hair...
and i was lost inside her...blinded right beside her...
Eve got me to eat her fruit...and I was buried with her...
naked right beside her...bamboozled cuz I need her...
Coaxed by my Queen Esther...Iam Lost...Lost in the thrill of it all...
Girl you know I'm Lost...inside your temple..
Binned by your ribs...Connected at the heel...
Achilles didn't die at will...but was only protect too the heel
Medusa stares inside me...and I freeze up to stone..
My soul is given to her...i am lost inside her
Girl you know I'm lost......Lost, in the thrill of it all..
Robbed by Rebekah...Blessing will never be the same..
Work 14 years to hold Rachel...caught playing silly games
Ill **** just to hold Basheba...but Jezebel is in my bed!!  
Tell me where is Mary.....Mary he isn't dead
I'm just lost...Lost in the thrill of it all...

My** Feet began to slowly rise.....
High was only a confused understatement,  
Was lifted way beyond my soul
Simply Lost In a place Unknown.....
Your Actions made my body fly
Love Has taken me, So High!!!

Em ' I Static??..I dont want to be the same...unmoving... But I dont know where to go..I have no google maps..no Siri to guide me aloud...But frozen feet...Shock From Static ways....of normal everydays...How I've lost adventure...No Oregon trail surrounded by Amazon river...but a concrete road and wooden desk. A shower head and a full sized bed..The static...Eligible freedom but shocked by metal knobs..Static person...afraid I will never change...it is comfortable here...Lovely..But I want crazy, exciting: almost breath taking...Charismatic...But It seams I remain static....