ur almost done
      .................
ur appearance is stark
&& reminds u of effort
     which u don't really
     care about right now
                          
                           tbh.

it's not that ur doing
                                    bad.
                  ­  ur just loving urself
                    in different ways rn.

am i a ghost?
i feel myself float
try to connect

sometimes i think i've been heard
but they just look through me
and look away. talk past me.

you won't see me in pictures;
it's like i'm not here.
i must be a ghost.

going unheard is easy to adjust to.
as for not existing...i'm still getting used to it.

everything must be straight!
everything must be in line!
even the lines must be straight!
perfect and perpendicular
adjacent and in order
obedient bricks dutifully
preserve the establishment,
without wonder.

leaning toward the lips.
THE lips.
you know the ones

my skin isnt feeling so well lately.
i was snow.
i could be tall
i could be a beautiful goddess
i know i could.

i was wet ankles.

sweating cathedrals in the dark
tasting black, shouts and gasps
alert the lively spirits lurking above
or are they just a leaky faucet
in a bathtub?

i feel like ****
stress at the brim
impending doom
and existing doom
despotic foreshowing
terror subdued by ads
my body is tired
i am working
class and love
invading my interests
with flesh caught
between my teeth
no
there is no ruth
here
drink this
feel better?