Why I can't hold it back
Why do I have to lash out
Why this lack of self-control
Why suffer from such outbursts

Why not do unto others
As you want others to do unto you
Why this soul cannot love other
For all here are one

Feeling alone and aloof
Due to outbursts
That others cannot
Live with in this short life

Why not make it easy
For self and for others
Why not just exist
Without protesting
And reacting

Don't know why
Have been this way
When Will Be the change
Possible for Me to
Feel one with others

It will happen soon
As soon as I start
Thinking I am you
And you  are me

Hoping in possibilities
Of new perceptions
Replacing old ones
For a better tomorrow

Place fingers
Against mirror
Try
Drawing out
You
Who is
Me
Future
See
And if
Oh yeah
I fail
You die
I die
Knowing
No more
Learning
Growing
Sharing
Nothing
Is what
Will not
Be

It's adequate to discern what you feel
Have been proven thus by ages
Let it all flow through your pen
Without restraint, they must flow
When You're done letting out
The last of the fear, sorrow n guilt
You will know that it was well worth
You no longer brood on the same
As it has become a thing of the past
And you have new emotions
Waiting to be expressed
With intuition running deeper
Making you proud
Of growing more conscious of self
May all your feelings find a word or two
To wrap around
While resting in time capsule
Leaving you poised
With clarity of thought
One stride at a time

Say, "Cancel Me" or "I'm Done."
Less you wanna go. For real!
No taking back.
A stone's throw, a simple one
At that.
No asking a re-try.
Just don't wish yourself away.