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karen dannette Jan 2013
I look into your eyes, although they are void of any real emotion
Coming here today after calling me a prositiute from something that you heard
I S UnAcCePtAbLe to me and I want you to hear me in your daydreams repeating this until you get it.
It would have been one thing to accuse ME, not him, of your alleged suspicious allegations
But, maybe your ***** havent dropped enought to think and act like a gentleman, especially in their house.

I know your complete disdain for me and people like me, but I'm not your girlfriend or a prostiute.
I suggest that you get your facts straight, don't drink yourself into anoblivion at your "best friends house" on New Years Eve and rant and rave creating slander and outrght lies, lies, lies, lies.  behind my back made me ***** profusely into my mouth and I lost the taste for the dinner I had just prepared for over 2 hours.

Be aware that when you "lie" and slander someone's name to that degree (to your best friend who is in love with that person.   It might be a good idea to check those 3rd persson "accusations, without proof.
This isn't rocket science and you don't have to replace your own heart in some secret scientific project where you are the doctor and the patient.  
I know that you have you heard "(if you live in glass houses, you shouldn't throw the first stone)"
I mean if I would've told you all your flaws (believe or make believe) behind your back to someone you loved, how would that had made you feel.

Cuz honey, I aint no *******, and unless your Jesus, I don't need your *******.
So for now, you are being allowed to visit this house.  I would suggest you don't get so ****** up that you don't remember offering me money for ***, so Joey has to kick you out again.  
But, listien- honey, I understand you didn't get much education, maybe came from a broken home..etc
Next time you disrespect me or my man in his own house.  I will just go get the hammer.

No hard feelings, right, Rob?
This was definately a therapeutic write to stop the watterfall of cement falling unto my bed and getting me more calloused than I should be.  I will Pray for Rob.   He's just so sad and pathetic, after all, I do have a heart.
karen dannette Jan 2013
Your tantalizing touch makes me come undone
As I quiver at your fingertips tracing my body
Your lips are luscious and your embrace purely sinful
I should not have underestimated your grace and skill
I will never be able to drink you in and truly be full.

Soaking up the sunshine's rays of your glorious soul
My heart throbs in places that make me smile.
A perfect fit and I now know what I had been missing all the while.
I am so enamored by your laughter, so eloquently beguiled.
Such a handsome man, with an eccentric style.

I love you with all my heart,
Nothing have I known to be more true and pure.
A fleeting glance across the room stimulates my raw emotion.
And I don't have to wonder if the feelings are returned..
For one look tells me everything I need to know, pure ****** burn.
I guess you taught me the one thing I never got the chance to learn.

I love you.
To my Joey
karen dannette Jan 2013
My head hurts
Oh, how it pains me
Oh, how you pain me with your presence

Cant you see what you are doing to me?
Cant you believe things for yourself?
Why do you let them sway your opinion of me?

Forget that I am here
Forgive me for my faults
Transcend all things like God...  I dare you.

Secretly, plotting revenge within the realm of my existence
Hoping that all things will come to an end
Favoring my thoughts, severing all ties.
karen dannette Jan 2013
Take me as I am
Or take nothing at all
I’ve been conditioned by my environment
To fight, to run, or just take the fall.

Prisms of light encompass the sin
Rays of light that burn my flesh, in agony
Yet here, I stand, daring the worst to happen
Causing temporary blindness, now I can see.

You seem unapproachable when you so desire
Cuts my flesh with stabbing knives, severing my esteem
But that’s okay, I’ve been through much worse
I’ll take another ******* one for the team.

Wish you could truly understand, I’m real
Every disguise is transparent to you
But I realize that you have been severely wounded
And for me, the truth I know will come true.

Now the question is… will you risk it?
Or is there too much of your heart at stake?
No reason to continue to lurk beneath the shadows
I think that if I leave my guard down, my heart will be crushed and break.

You are beautiful to me
Even if you don’t believe it
I wouldn’t hurt you.. Even if I wanted to
Not that you would believe me.
karen dannette Jan 2013
Living, dreaming, hoping, breathing
Following my heart once against all odds
Hoping that this will be the time for me, for us.
Maybe after retirement, we will be fishing with our reels and rods!

I’m a tired soul who needs you  more and more everyday
Just to  function , just to remember to believe
You help me be the one I want to be….
I never want to end up back on the streets.

You keep me going when I don’t think I can
You keep me fed and loved , without fail.
I’ll never be able to repay you for your selflessness
And you can find me from my Corona trail…

Live and let live, is my motto, for sure
But the evil ones that lie and deceive try to intervene
I say “**** those people” in my inner heart
I just want our life to be serene.

Can you feel me?’
Can you feel my heart?
Can you understand what I’m thinking right now?
Only your love will break down my walls, you have from the start
karen dannette Jan 2013
I finally feel the need for change
I completely welcome the tales of the past
Tragedy is what makes me who I am.
Seeking the entirety  of  the person I was made to be.

You finally broke through that armor of mine
The entire world looks at me and my decisions with disdain
Infatuation and interest, keeps me confined here
But I don’t know any more lessons to be learned from you.

I have learned some tolerance, patience and kindness
I have been taught to do what is required of me
Seeking the flame to brighten my day, my whole being
Still, waiting and watching to engage myself to thee.

Witchcraft and trickery are used all the time,
It doesn’t make it right or the best of the choices
However, I continue to persist and continue on
My spiritual guide is the only entity’s voices

I plea to thee, for a final chance
In which, to make this right
I am open and willing for another way
Seeking answers through my second sight.

Forgive me if I appear to be out of my mind,
I’m trying to give up on my painful memories, always keeping me down
The stars twinkle in the sky, the clouds keep moving around
Watching, waiting for that musical, whimsical, clarifying sound.

The wind chimes in the garden echo from a distance
Striking me at just the right moment, a moment of chance to be
Feel me at my core, feel me cover you with all of my love
Sell yourself to only me, against all odds, to have a chance to see.

Imprisoned within these walls that I have made
I find it hard to trust another man
But in the end, being alone isn’t the answer
I am doing all I possibly can.

But, I don’t give up and it doesn’t really matter to me
I’ll keep standing up, after getting kicked in the ribs for eternity
karen dannette Jan 2013
Heard the morals
Junk the trend
Finding life in joy
Staying loyal to your friend

Abuse and ignorance
Carries the stench of blood away
Counting senseless judgement calls
Keeping faith at bay

Loop-holed documents
Stretching out the vivid lies
When all the while, in your head
Your conscience weeps sorrowful cries


Fold away a paper hat
For a rainy ******* day
Life is lessons to be learned
That’s all I have to say.
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