The depth of my own thoughts and feelings practically swallowed me.
You shouldn't have been there to save me.  
After I ensconced myself in the darkest part of the cave.
You brought a flambeau and held my hand to bring me on the other side, you hugged me tight, enough to feel your heart that frantically beating.
I tend to rode on a bike without a break.
I went downhill to crash myself in.
I failed.
I saw a rope connecting on you  
And noticed you hardly twisting your arms to pull me up.
Everything is an utter vague in my eyes and coated with grim which is the life,
Before you showed up with a smile
Telling me to fall in love with sunrise
And wait until sunset while our hands tracing patterns and stopping the tick tock of the clock.
Everything is forthright with you.

Why did you gave me all those smiles, laughs and touch?
But you know you'll be gone.
There's no enough words can explain how much I love you.
How you really mean to me.

You're too far, mines day, yours night.
Sky is the only same thing we can see together
I wish you're smiling at the stars above
While I'm hoping you're here with me tracing the rays of the sun on your comely face
That never get tired to make me fall in love.

I can remember your eyes, Dark brown eyes
Seeing you staring at me.
forcing the time to stop and the world to stay still, so the hug that I will give, will keep you safe with me.

Thinking the whole time that I'm not gonna let you go, but I can't.

I'll miss everything about you,
Every little things you do.
From making me deeply in love
Until when my tears rolling their way down my cheeks,
My cheeks that once you've kissed.

I never proposed myself to be someone else and
The conception of being the best.
Perpending myself "why Not me"
There's an answer. I know. Don't speak words about it.

I don't have any words from you
You can't sing a song for me.
You'll never think of it.
You can't write things about me.
You'll never think of it.
I hate the way your words keep me safe
And the sight of me as nonentity
Leaving me cold and floating dead in the sea

Frantic.
I don't want you to open your eyes seeing me so worried
Angst.
Morbid, that's morbid.
Why the "other" is always better
Your eyes never landed on mine.
My eyes, my eyes that bursting on love and desire.

This ain't just love
This ain't just jealousy
This is something
This is something you need to see

My heart speaks the language of love
That will never be heard
The feelings,
My feelings, it's weary.
Flying in the surface of fire
Soon it will be burned, that'll the ashes mix in the air.

And there's nothing.

Nothing. I hope you won't regret the things you barely knew. Just lie to yourself I don't want you to feel hurt or bad. That's all I can give to you, My love.