My heart hasn’t beat since you told me you didn’t care about me as much as I did for you

My throat hasn’t stopped aching in agony from all the cries trying to scratch their way out of my mouth
I shut them in as if that will silence them

My body won’t stop shaking from the impact you had on me
I wish I could say it was the good kind

I want to stop this pain, I’m hurting while you feel as light as a feather

I’m the extra weight you finally loss

There’s nowhere for me to go anymore 

Sometimes I wish I could be the one inflicting the pain 

That’s just not in my nature
I am a leaf, providing a cushioned and safe spot to fall for the raindrops
I am the sunlight warming up all the dreary cold
I am the bed you fall into when you have no motivation, I will fill you with enough love to get up and trudge through the hardship in store

I am always there supporting and giving you secret pushes towards the passion you seek

I still only want the best for you