I let loose of inhibitions, became bigger 'n all those Dragons on hit or puff or snort or swallowed **** or crack is like inhaling gas then haunting through the night peeps or stealing tabs from the old lady next door to sell for substances more enjoyable peruse my ******* life of using with me ecstasy was costing me way too much. I give thanks to god almighty, I was always afraid of needles, I would have died as sure as swallowing a slug from a 45 colt down my throat. I get off on internet poems, but never deny where I came from. I hope for all, to be also free, from that.