This world we live in is terribly cold Stone hearts will chill your bones **** your soul or so I have been told By experiences of varried tones If you could travel through A mile or two in my shoes You would lose your mind And leave reality behind Just like I did in a devilish bid To try and find hope, And a way to cope With this life so morbid Dealing with years of abuse Each time I would reduce And shelter my mind away Blocking out the violent foray The constant concussive ridicule From parents with a wrathful rule Their constant battery to my psyche Has left me with barely any sanctity Of mind, soul, and heart All piles of rubble before I could start So when I wander yonder, I cart Around my dead childhood Through this broken neighbourhood While I wear an obsidian hood So people don't see the real me Enough said, it would fill you with dread Because if only you could see The face behind the mask, You might finally know me In a deeper sense, my task The method to my madness That I am acting under duress I might impress upon your life What it means to go through strife You may have done worse deeds But you didn't have to live your life on Speed.