"If you weren't in love with someone else I would be chasing you like the sun chases the moon, but there is no point in chasing someone who doesn't want to be caught. So for Christmas, I am letting you go."
I had held on to bonds that he had severed weeks ago.
Those bonds meant the world to me and nothing to him.
I needed to let things go, once and for all.
My nightmares were not worse than reality.
I wonder if death is like an eternal dream.