Oh My.. I'm so afraid I made a mistake.. I miss you more with every breath that I take.. Oh My.. I like him so much.. I don't want to not have him.. Oh My.. But I miss how comfortable we were.. How easy it was to be with you.. Oh My.. I can't even hold his hand without panicking.. It feels wrong to be with another guy.. Oh My.. And I see it hurting you.. But I don't want to hurt you.. Oh My.. I don't know what I want.. But it feels like I'll never happy..