Ever since you found a new person to confide in ive found myself thinking about you. are you okay? do you miss me? and I know I shouldn't do such a thing because all it leads to is tear stained cheeks and hours of silence. and ever since that day I no longer have an actual human being willing to listen to my teenage problems. we never stay up until the sun rises just venting to get it out of our systems. not anymore. I am worried all the time about you to the point where I begin to lose my breath. I get that you're happy and not everything is about me but you've made me so lonely. our paths never cross and it's like half of me was ripped away and I'm so confused. im slowly losing my grip and you're never around to ensure you'll catch me.