Debating to myself if I should call... We spoke briefly, I was angry and walked away... Now when I see you there is some type of yearning and I hate myself for it. Why you? Why you, when I have someone... This is far from love...not lust either... You made something rise from me that I thought was gone... That feeling I miss and if your the one to give it to me what am I supposed to do? What is this?