I re-discovered an old habit today. Hot water was drilling down my spine as my extremities tarried in winter's cold. Steam rose in translucent plumes about me as I stood and stared at the drain; angry torrents of colourless molecules clamouring for the better seats on their endless, thoughtless commute through blind tunnels and inescapable voids. I turned the shower pink. I was not sure why but I enjoyed the art: the statement of life amongst well-ordered shampoo bottles and the pristine white of the room; a chance to claim substance again after slipping into old routines and falling off the face of the Earth. The old habit came in an airport reunion; a thrill of recounting long-healed scars and that familiar embrace with an old friend you thought you would never meet again. I remember your smell, I know your taste. I stopped shaving a long time ago.