It made you do stupid things.
It made you treat me like all of your hoes.
It made you look at me as if i was a mistake.
It is what you replaced me with.
It made you leave me here to be the mother of my self nd my brother.
It has taken control of you.
It is why mom and you aren't together anymore.
It is why this fake smile is on my face right now.
It is why i don't want to live.
It is the reason I'm scared to be around you.
It is the reason you are this person.
It is why i hate you.
It has destroyed our family.
It is what caused all of the abuse.
It has been passed on to me.
It is destroying my life.
It is causing me pain.
It is the alcohol, and the alcohol will not control me anymore, i will not hurt my family like you, I'm done

Layal Charara