Oh how I love you so,
My guardian, my nurturer,
So weak in my eyes,
But in my heart,
I’m weak too.
But this fact is one you mustn’t know,
I’m sad and I’m broken,
I’m lost and confused,
But I’ll tell you I’m strong...
And although you really don't know,
I love you so.

To shield my heart I put up a wall,
One that is incapable to fall.
Guarding that wall stands a demon,
He’s angry and just doesn’t care,
He’ll bite, he’ll scream, he’ll curse you to hell,
And you’d never know,
That really, he loves you so.
Locked behind that wall is a young girl,
Shes happy and playful,
She glows with joy and love,
And when you see that magnificent glow,
You'll instantly know,
How much she loves you so.
But this girl is a Gemini,
Which means attached is another side,
Although all she wants is for this side to hide.
That glow is dark, inescapable, Unusual, unique, and mean.
You’d never guess it was the same girl,
And you’d never know,
That both sides of this girl, very much, love you so.
At a corner sits a small girl,
She cries out loud but without a sound.
Shes incapable of feeling, always numb.
But when you see her she’ll stand strong.
And you’d never know,
She cries when you go,
And these tears are nothing but those,
caused from loving you so.